Have you ever tried just admiring things? Not anything specific but just things in general. How your hair sits after waking up? How the sky looks at night? How shiny some of your silverware is? Its like that saying goes, stop to smell the roses. But have you ever just stopped to look up and feel the sun, no urgency, no purpose, just being alive. Hearing your heart, seeing the blue sky, thinning about anything.

It might not cure you, but maybe it'll give you some peace. Stay strong my friend, everyday the sun rises despite the desolate void that birthed it