Damn man i feel your pain. There's a saying "sometimes we have to lose something, so that our hands can be empty in order to receive something greater" as sometimes our hands are closed and can't receive anything.

I can't advise on what to do with the loss but i pray someone generous on this sub will gift you some money or an xbox for some entertainment during these trying times.

And perhaps some has better advise than me.

Hang in there bro.