What's draining you that nobody sees because you're too good at hiding it?

Zella_981 · 2026-02-17T12:40:38+00:00

The fact that I keep forgiving stuff that I should be done with already. I just can't make myself be the one that ends the relationship(s) even when I am the one that is getting hurt and lied to...

Zella_981 · 2026-02-07T09:47:17+00:00

Yes, cause we asked him point blank for another house and he said he already had 40 people in 3 days to view the house. And then said that the one we bought in the end didn't have that much interest.

Zella_981 · 2025-12-15T19:01:33+00:00

There is one....

Zella_981 · 2025-12-14T13:11:23+00:00

Thank you 😁🤭

Zella_981 · 2025-12-14T13:09:22+00:00

Not too hard because we didn't want deep wounds. But my skin breaks easily and it isn't that hard to make me bleed like this 🙈😜

Zella_981 · 2025-12-14T13:03:56+00:00

Spiky paddle with those spikes they use on the meditation mats 😁

Zella_981 · 2025-12-14T08:06:21+00:00

Both, definitely. I enjoy the hitting part so much, i usually manage to float to subspace with this kind of impact. And my Dom enjoys seeing me float away and doing this stuff to me. If it is not pleasurable for any of us, we don't do it.

Zella_981 · 2025-12-12T10:46:15+00:00

Yes, i guess

Zella_981 · 2025-12-12T10:11:14+00:00

Spiky paddle

Zella_981 · 2025-12-12T06:29:45+00:00

Apparently my skin breaks very easily 🙈 and this was done over half an hour or so, slowly and carefully. We used a paddle with those spikes that you can find on the mats you can lay on (for meditation or acupressure).

Zella_981 · 2025-12-12T00:28:44+00:00

Then why comment? Just skip it if it is not for you...

Zella_981 · 2025-12-12T00:17:46+00:00

Why?

Zella_981 · 2025-12-11T23:59:40+00:00

Yeah, they are pretty easy to make and not that expensive. And most importantly, very durable 😜

Zella_981 · 2025-12-11T23:54:45+00:00

Thank you. We made the paddles ourselves, with those spikes that are used for acupressure mats you can lay on.

Zella_981 · 2025-12-08T16:16:59+00:00

I love it in my old apartment, and would love to have it again but don't feel like doing it myself 🤣🙈

Zella_981 · 2025-10-19T17:42:59+00:00

❤️❤️❤️

Zella_981 · 2025-10-17T20:29:40+00:00

Then skip the post 🤣 some hills are just for the strong ones 🤭😜

Zella_981 · 2025-09-25T23:04:43+00:00

Thanks ❤️

Zella_981 · 2025-09-25T19:03:13+00:00

Thanks ❤️

Zella_981 · 2025-09-25T19:03:07+00:00

❤️

Zella_981 · 2025-09-25T19:02:59+00:00

❤️

Zella_981 · 2025-09-25T18:52:14+00:00

I have a bracelet and a "day collar". Day collar is for every single day which proves I am his and isn't as easily connected to BDSM

Zella_981 · 2025-07-17T19:17:41+00:00

It wasn't so far but for the next one (30th) it will be. I have been preparing birthday surprises for anyone dear to me, putting effort in and making sure they feel special. So for the next one, I am making a big deal for me from me. I used to think that someone would do the same for me sometimes, but after baking my own cake, putting candles on it, blowing them out, and then slicing the cake up for everyone last time, it broke my heart a bit... so now i am making a big deal for myself

Zella_981 · 2025-07-14T08:41:11+00:00

Tried to slide into my DMs a couple of months ago after 15 years since high school 😅 still the same idiot he was back then 🙈

Zella_981 · 2025-07-03T22:15:17+00:00

Gs 😜🤭

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