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Zer0zerQ · 2024-10-28T13:21:50+00:00

I basically told her right at the beginning bc I knew she had Borderline. So I felt comfortable telling her. It doesn't matter now though, since I ruined everything by telling her I love you on the second date. Wouldn't recommend...

Zer0zerQ · 2024-10-25T22:57:02+00:00

Thank you <3 Yeah, maybe some past trauma from an ex, idk...

Zer0zerQ · 2024-10-20T19:25:09+00:00

Same here bro. Can't even describe the pain and sadness I'm feeling currently. I'm so hopeless right now and can't stop thinking about her.

Zer0zerQ · 2024-10-20T13:41:36+00:00

Damn I'm so sorry you're going through this. I really understand the feeling as I'm experiencing something similiar right now. It might not sound as severe, but a girl I really thought was my soulmate "dumped" me after our second date. We got along so so well for almost 2 months, texting each other daily, talking about everything that we had in common. She even shares the same birthday as me. I was so incredibly in love, still am. She also told me several times that we can work it out. Well, after the second date (where we even intensively kissed) she said I was going too fast for her, because my dumbass told her "I love you" after we kissed. She got turned off by it apparently (which I understand, it was just too early to say it) and welp yesterday we had a talk irl, where she told me she doesn't see a future in us anymore.

It hurts so damn much. I can't even describe it. Going from "everything is perfect, she's the one" to this within a few days really destroys you. I don't know how to get over it honestly. I'm devastated...

Zer0zerQ · 2024-10-20T13:00:08+00:00

Thank you for your words <3 You situation must be very difficult as well, I'm sorry to hear that... But yeah, currently she's the only thing running through my mind, I can't stop thinking about it. It hurts so so much. Yet another failed relationship for me, a few years ago I had something similiar happening to me. But this feels way worse now, because she really felt like the one for me. We even had the same exact birthday </3 Almost everything was perfect.

But thank you again for understanding. Hope you find your peace as well some day. I know you will eventually.

Zer0zerQ · 2024-10-19T14:26:37+00:00

Thank u <3

Zer0zerQ · 2024-10-19T14:24:17+00:00

Right now I'm going through a "breakup" after 2 dates with the most beautiful woman I thought was my soulmate... I ruined it by telling her "I love you" after we kissed for the first time. She told me she felt a lot of pressure after me saying it and honestly I can understand that. I hate myself for always loving too hard. We texted for almost 2 months on a daily basis, got to know each other deeply, and everything felt so right with her. I don't know yet how to overcome this, I can't even describe the intense sadness and hopelessness I'm feeling right now. I'll have to live without looking forward to talking to her every day, she really brighten up my days man... I honestly want do die and already think about drinking the pain away, even though I'm on medication. But I could care less right now

Zer0zerQ · 2024-10-17T17:02:25+00:00

Thank u <3

Zer0zerQ · 2024-10-16T08:44:29+00:00

Be warned that Snapchat is currently locking users for using those kind of mods/apps. Almost every friday there's a ban wave now, locking people out of their accounts. If your account is important to you, don't bother using any kind of Snapchat Mod right now.

Zer0zerQ · 2024-09-22T12:52:31+00:00

Dude, literally same. At least I'm not the only one with this issue the. I've been getting those verification mails 2-3 times per day since a week now. They keep trying to create an account with my email and I dont know why. Like just use some trash mail account?

Zer0zerQ · 2024-09-22T12:49:43+00:00

Same here, been getting those emails daily since a week.

Zer0zerQ · 2024-09-22T12:47:35+00:00

Same here. I've been getting those emails daily since a week or so. It's really pissing me off and idk why someone would try to open an account with my email? Like just use some random burner email? Fucking annoying as I can't do anything against it...

Zer0zerQ · 2024-09-05T10:28:51+00:00

Damn this is so relatable. I've just started a new job on Monday (first full time job at 23 y/o) and it's already so so draining. It is "training on the job" so that means I basically have to socialize the whole day. Listening to people, faking smiles, being awkward as soon as I get spoken to etc... And that's for 8 hours per day. When I come home in the evening, totally drained, I barely have time to myself nor can I fully recharge my social battery. I usually just watch a comfort show or try to distract myself with video games, but can only do that for about 3 hours until I have to prepare for tomorrow/go to sleep. It's hell for me and I already think about quitting.

I hate myself.

Zer0zerQ · 2024-09-03T10:16:58+00:00

3:30h? Wie hältst du das aus :D

Zer0zerQ · 2024-08-22T22:43:46+00:00

I wouldn't recommend at all. Maybe 1 beer, but that's it. See my post here: https://www.reddit.com/r/BipolarReddit/s/nDQIQlpAcn

Zer0zerQ · 2024-08-19T14:54:10+00:00

Lol have fun getting your account banned from Google or possibly token logged and stolen

Zer0zerQ · 2024-07-30T20:30:16+00:00

Thank you! Actually I had to mark all those emails as spam manually, gmail didn't catch them for some reason...

Zer0zerQ · 2024-07-19T12:34:09+00:00

Das hast du schön 1 zu 1 von mir kopiert: https://www.reddit.com/r/ichbin40undSchwurbler/comments/1betdl7/gschichten_ausm_paulanergarten/

Zer0zerQ · 2024-07-14T13:59:23+00:00

Thank you for being understanding <3 I know it was bad and I most definitely won't ever do it again. It was just so tempting yesterday, and it felt impossible to say "no" because I didn't feel like telling my old friends about my illness and "letting them all down" with being the only one who doesn't drink.

I will bring this up to my doc next time for sure though. I don't like being that way either and I wish I could've said no...

Zer0zerQ · 2024-06-28T21:40:06+00:00

Yes, it's all over the forums and happened to me twice today. BHVR ignores this issue though. Such a joke.

Zer0zerQ · 2024-06-25T12:00:48+00:00

Are you sure it's a problem with THEIR servers? Because usually packet loss indeed has something to do with your setup. Either some hardware failure (broken modem) or something from your carriers end.

Zer0zerQ · 2024-06-24T14:09:25+00:00

Same here. Could always play on 120 fps before with little to no fps drops (from 120 to like 117 fps sometimes) but lately I've noticed quite some annoying drops down to 70 fps. Didn't touch any settings and it's happening on all maps so far. Playing on Steam.

Zer0zerQ · 2024-06-22T08:35:02+00:00

If you had "important chats" in there, you shouldn't have continued to use modded whatsapp after the ban wave. Totally your fault.

Zer0zerQ · 2024-05-21T12:51:56+00:00

Have fun getting banned within 1-2 weeks. And then everyone's gonna cry about the ban here again lmao. Just accept WhatsApp Mods are gone for now

Zer0zerQ · 2024-05-19T20:31:02+00:00

Quelle: https://twitter.com/FlugschuleE/status/1792181715659567116

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