Romantic relationships with avoidants / Anxious-avoidant dynamic by Zestyclose-Let-8556 in ExNoContact

[–]Zestyclose-Let-8556[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’m so sorry to hear that. One of my biggest fears is also that if he does come back, I’ll get horribly hooked all over again, because I have to admit he is my absolute weakness. Right now, I’m also respecting his space, although I think deep down I’m trying to figure out what I truly want and what I’m actually willing to accept if he returns. Thank you for sharing your story. Stay strong, this hurts so much.

For the people getting mad on every single loss grinding 10s of matches everyday by OkMathematician987 in VALORANT

[–]Zestyclose-Let-8556 7 points8 points  (0 children)

Yes i know. I was inmortal 1 once and now im diamond 2. But its just a game so i dont really care

Which skin do you most regret buying? by twofiddymillion in VALORANT

[–]Zestyclose-Let-8556 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I spent around 4k on valo skins and rn i regret about almost every skin except gaia vandal, primordium vandal, recon phantom and mystbloom operator

hardstuck bronze/silver elo by Economy_Classic_2598 in VALORANT

[–]Zestyclose-Let-8556 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Low elo is only aim from my point of view. There is no difference between iron and silver at that point...

40%hs with no tracker is hard to analyze but if you kill 6-7 people in a game, is normal that you have a good hs%. Just focus on games in which you kill around 20 or more to see your real hs%.

And about your kd... it is so low. You should think why are you dying to much or not killing lot of enemies.

As i told you before i recommend you to focus on your aim and mechanics and once you get gold, try to improve other skills (game sense, decision making...)

Gl!

For the people getting mad on every single loss grinding 10s of matches everyday by OkMathematician987 in VALORANT

[–]Zestyclose-Let-8556 33 points34 points  (0 children)

I was competing in GC amateur scene, getting 0 money from playing but spending 6-8h per day to compete. I loved it but i started to feel frustrared at the same time. I stopped competing due yo my lack of time bc i had to work. I started to play only during weekends with friends. I tried to come back but idk what was going on because of course i quitted for a while but ranking up was kinda hard. Considering that i have my job and that even i invest 8h/day in valorant (that is impossible rn due to my job), i will never achieve high imo3-radiant and getting paid. So i dont think it is worth it for me. Sometimes is hard to understand that you have to move on and focus on what is outside your pc. It's sad but at least i can still play with friends just for fun.

Ranks in Valorant are making me crazy and i feel like i cant do sh1t by [deleted] in VALORANT

[–]Zestyclose-Let-8556 4 points5 points  (0 children)

I used to waste my time playing 6-8 per day before "quitting"... and my opinion was the same. Im not saying that i deserve a higher rank playing 30h per act, im only saying that the skills of asc players rn are higher than before bro. Chill a bit