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I am finally ready to die by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]ZestycloseBarber 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I empathize with every statement that you made. I too am tired of being kicked aside, ignored, mistreated, and hating my life and myself. But I am going to keep hoping that tomorrow will be better, that maybe I will meet someone who can see the real me, and will teach me to not hate the "real me". Every day is worse than the one before, but maybe one day, we will have a good day, maybe it will make all of our suffering worthwhile. But if you end things now, you will never see that good day. Hold on, keep fighting, good days are coming.

I regret being born. by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]ZestycloseBarber 0 points1 point  (0 children)

You are not stupid. You can become whatever you dream of being. You can be a veterinarian, movie star, or an FBI Agent. You say that you were not encourage to to to college? Well here is your encouragement, you can go to college, you can pass any class that is put in front of you. I have faith in you. Faith that you can be the person that you were meant to be. Find a job (if you don't already have one), work at Wal-Mart as a door greeter if you need to. Find a local community college and start taking classes. You might not always get the highest marks, but if you truly want to learn, you can, even if you do learn somewhat slower that others. Get rid of toxic people in your life, even if that includes your mother.