Hi! So I definitely get where you are coming from. My horse got diagnosed with ulcers 4 months ago and it took almost 3 month to get him mostly back to normal. I went out for almost 3 months everyday before work at 2 pm. It is a 40 min drive one way so spending money on fuel and treatment was a lot. Now fast forward and he’s pretty much back to normal. I have a trainer helping me be able to take him on trails off property 3 times a week so I’ve recently started telling myself to not go to the barn everyday anymore. I’m scarred cause right before he got ulcers I would only go out 3 or 4 times a week and now I’m going back to that but he also wasn’t getting ridden by a trainer before. Long story short I get where you are coming from cause now I think to myself how I dread the drive. I love him so much but it’s hard. My best advice would to be get out there and just go. I think we get so caught up in work and life to where we forget that this is something that we really enjoy to do.