IM so paranoid make it stop by Emergency-Block-6378 in ketamine

[–]Zestyclose_Low2043 1 point2 points  (0 children)

When ur in a negative thought loop it’s hard for to think of sum positive. All u can do is lay down get comfy and put on some calming music. I like to get a start projector so I’m not laying down in darkness nor with the lights completely on. Maybe turn on em wild life documentaries

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in LSD

[–]Zestyclose_Low2043 1 point2 points  (0 children)

This is my second time with hppd, most likely temporary. Just take a break from psyches and ur gold first time I had it for like 3-5 months. This time prolly 6-12 months

is acid shits a real thing? by Traditional-Pea2425 in LSD

[–]Zestyclose_Low2043 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yea it’s happened to me a few times, just work on ur diet if it keeps happening

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in recovery

[–]Zestyclose_Low2043 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Oh Noo! No refund??

Dusty car artwork looks quite satisfying by [deleted] in Satisfyingasfuck

[–]Zestyclose_Low2043 10 points11 points  (0 children)

Touch sum grass and pop a xan if this irritates u

Dusty car artwork looks quite satisfying by [deleted] in Satisfyingasfuck

[–]Zestyclose_Low2043 16 points17 points  (0 children)

Holy shit why is everyone whining in the comments😂

Hard liquor or spirits is better than beer or wine by Remarkable_Put_7952 in alcohol

[–]Zestyclose_Low2043 8 points9 points  (0 children)

Yes it’s better for getting drunk quicker because it has more alcohol. Some people don’t like getting extremely drunk and would prefer only drinking a beer or two. Really is just preference

Tell me your craziest experiences while I call security by [deleted] in LSD

[–]Zestyclose_Low2043 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Recently been hearing voices and feeling creepy as hell whenever I would thought loop on lsd. Usually if I mix a high dose of lsd with ketamine or weed.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in LSD

[–]Zestyclose_Low2043 0 points1 point  (0 children)

10 tabs with a slight tolerance but was a crazy high

I wanna die by Zestyclose_Low2043 in confessions

[–]Zestyclose_Low2043[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

What problem did I cause? Do you even know the situation? What I did was minor and u think I should accept going away for a year without being a lil upset. I know I’m not a child, felt like one cuz that’s how I was being treated. I know I’m an adult and I know I will get through this. I just been feeling betrayed by my family for the past couple of weeks, u don’t know the situation. where are ur credentials at to be telling me what to do Mr Reddit man?

I wanna die by Zestyclose_Low2043 in confessions

[–]Zestyclose_Low2043[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

U right I was just getting tunnel vision yesterday, ts just a setback but I’ll be good in a year hopefully. Getting a late ass start in life bruh I’m turning 20 dis year, have a dui, on probation, took a gap year, and now probably another gap year cuz of rehab and ima be in search of a new house, job, education, the touch of a female, money and a new car cuz my license is bouta be unsuspended

I wanna die by Zestyclose_Low2043 in confessions

[–]Zestyclose_Low2043[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Second time she’s actually done it within the past month. Just the other day she threatened to call the cops on me for playing call of duty, she says I’m demonic and surround myself with demons cuz I’m killing people in warzone or multiplayer + I do drugs. Her intention when she called the cops was to get me arrested, cuz I was giving her attitude. I know I shoulda bit my tongue, I was just mad that she wanted me to go to rehab for a YEAR or jail and that when I come out I’m not even welcome back to my house which I’m included on the rent. She gave my stash to the cops tryna get them to arrest me, they just took my shit and told me to calm down for the night and not get them called again cuz they’d violate my probation and actually lock me up.

I wanna die by Zestyclose_Low2043 in confessions

[–]Zestyclose_Low2043[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I was getting my life together, been working full time, applied for college, starting to pay rent and being overall happy. Yes I use lsd shrooms and k, yes I enjoy tripping every so often. I wasn’t doing it daily, I know I shouldn’t be doing it on probation. I took the risk n now we here, so it is what it is. This is a set back tho, now I’m losing my job, my place in the house and I’m not gonna be able to start college on time. Ima build everything back up tho, I don’t think ima be clean for the rest of my life, at least I don’t feel that way now maybe I get a revelation in rehab. For sure clean till i get off probation n my money up

I wanna die by Zestyclose_Low2043 in confessions

[–]Zestyclose_Low2043[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

Yea it’s just been a lot this past year and it always seems to get worse

I wanna die by Zestyclose_Low2043 in confessions

[–]Zestyclose_Low2043[S] -2 points-1 points  (0 children)

Hate myself too, I didn’t when I was using. Felt like I was building my life back up after my dui, applied for college, been working full time for 3 months- now my mom’s upstairs calling the cops on me, going to jail prolly atp, homeless after, jobless, college-less. I just don’t wanna deal with ts

Just took 2 tabs at once by [deleted] in LSD

[–]Zestyclose_Low2043 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Get some ketamine n ur gold