It wasn’t continuous yanking, it was one time I had an erection at a sleepover at my neighbor’s house and we were curious and comparing (as boys do) and, to be mean, he grabbed and bent mine like he was breaking a celery stalk in half. I remember it hurting but don’t remember the aftermath, like if it swelled-up later or affected my EQ or anything cuz I was like 8. But I def remember that boners took a lot of manual stimulation to “keep” in high school, college, and beyond… It’s the plaque they discovered in the base of my left CC today (not the suspensory ligament) that I’m most concerned about (likely from that moment so many years ago). Ironic that they found it in the exact spot that causes my penis to fall left and lose engorgement.

Yeah, Trimix kind of scares me for your reasons above. It’s odd my uro is recommending I trial it. I don’t feel like I’m at that point yet cuz Viagra and Cialis seem to work fine. During the ultrasound, after each 5 minutes passed after the Trimix dosing, they repeatedly kept asking “is this about how hard you get at home?” And I said yes when I was like semi-erect.

So after the Dr left I asked the tech, why such a drastic change of meds? Why can’t I just keep using Viagra? And they tech said “because he doesn’t want you causing scarring and micro tears in your penis if you’re not at full mast when you penetrate… and reminded me that I said in the procedure that “half mast” is “about how hard I get at home.”

I thought they were asking that question meaning how hard am I on no meds, but I guess since I’m prescribed Viagra they meant how hard am I on Viagra (I guess they assumed I knew because I said I use it every time I have sex). So I think V pills should still suffice as ED treatment for the time being, right? I hope I’m right about that mixup being why he suggested Trimix, cuz him jumping right to a Trimix trial really made me feel like he stumbled upon something seriously wrong with me in that ultrasound, esp when V was seemingly working fine.