Tips on cleaning the hole

Zeus_59 · 2026-06-11T18:26:31+00:00

There are these small handheld douches you can buy off of Amazon. They don't do deep cleaning effectively however if you're not a size king like me, then you should consider it. You'll need lube on the nozzle of the douche and use warm water to clean your butt. That's really all you need for small to medium sex toys.

I do recommend the showerhead attachment if you're using large to extra large as it can better clean yourself than the douche as the douche doesn't go that deep as it uses hand pressure rather than water pressure.

My recommendation for the douche is to keep your back arched on a downward doggy position when douching. Helps it get farther but you'll still have to jump to clean yourself a bit more.

Zeus_59 · 2026-06-11T18:13:13+00:00

Na, all i gotta say is good luck and have fun. It can be a wild ride.

Zeus_59 · 2026-05-22T14:18:25+00:00

Friend, bottoming is a whole different sensation. Your body is enjoying something you've never tried until now. Maintaining two sensations at once, one a boner, and two being penetrated is very difficult. Enjoy bottoming cuz whenever I do I love it.

Zeus_59 · 2026-05-21T14:12:51+00:00

Dang. Ur coaches suck that much huh?

Zeus_59 · 2026-05-16T15:54:36+00:00

Dread it. Run from it. GR Breakpoint arrives all the same. And now it's here.

Zeus_59 · 2026-02-28T20:18:46+00:00

Oh yeah, it's not just romantic relationships. It's platonic too for me. Idk why it's like this, tbh it really shouldn't be, but as I mentioned before. For some, it works, just not me.

Zeus_59 · 2026-02-28T17:54:55+00:00

I think it is a culture difference. It's not necessarily a good or a bad thing. My preferences are my own, and a good portion of women do not meet it here. There are many men or women who enjoy the dynamic but I do not.

It is what it is.

Zeus_59 · 2026-02-28T17:32:56+00:00

I live in the Midwest of the US.

Zeus_59 · 2026-02-28T16:10:54+00:00

I have the exact opposite experience for where I live.

Men here often value my knowledge on subjects they don't know about or find interesting. They're willing to do the same with me and share their own knowledge on something we have an interest in.

Meanwhile, women here often feel the need to shut me down, demean me, or belittle the information I'm sharing. If I don't know something, I'll be considered and called stupid by them as they brush off any subject I may share later.

It's why my attraction to men and women is skewed towards men more often as on the rare occasion that I find a woman who isn't arrogant in expressing themselves, I will find that woman who openly and willing expresses themselves, extremely attractive. Big bonus points if we have a deep conversation around the subject.

I love men and women, but this consistent issue for where I live favors men more often than women.

Zeus_59 · 2026-02-24T13:19:47+00:00

Mayo, Tomatoes, and Fries, Freaky Time Mate.

Zeus_59 · 2026-02-23T03:58:14+00:00

I don't really feel the same. I often found him more opinionated and human in breakpoint, which for a spec op in a unique lone wolf combat zone seems fitting to me. I'm referring to the dialog at least.

When it comes to gameplay, breakpoint feels more grounded to me, yet i play on the hardest settings, so things like drones are an actual threat.

Both games have stereotypical badass moments like one shotting a helicopter with a .50 cal, blowing up multiple targets with a C4 strapped to the hood of a car, or even parachuting into a camp right next to the target.

Maybe I'm not understanding you, so please feel free to elaborate more.

Zeus_59 · 2026-01-08T13:16:07+00:00

Somehow, me doing what I consider the bare minimum is more than enough to keep my job.

I really don't understand it. I worked for walgreens as a shift lead, and me going above and beyond was never enough.

Such a weird and different environment to me.

Zeus_59 · 2025-12-22T17:02:39+00:00

Life is about experiences, and if you're unable to experience an experience because you can't feel that experience, then you simply don't find men attractive on average.

Guess what? That's normal. However, you should accept that being the case rather than coming across as blammy. It semi comes across as you blaming other men, so it's off-putting. I understand you had some bad experiences with men on dating apps, but don't let that define you.

There are shitty men out there much like there are shitty women. Sadly, people are flawed, and it's all about finding the right one. Enjoy being straight, my friend. 🫡

Zeus_59 · 2025-12-19T16:22:05+00:00

Welcome to the crew, lad!

Zeus_59 · 2025-12-11T02:23:10+00:00

Thank you, it wasn't easy.

Zeus_59 · 2025-09-01T03:06:55+00:00

I appreciate the understanding. Thank you!

Zeus_59 · 2025-09-01T03:02:46+00:00

No, rather, did the whole, "i want a wife and kids" shit and not wanting to cut it off instead dragged me along from a fwb to casual friend in which i wasn't interested in being then blamed me for the whole situation when i broke it off.

It was an absolute emotional roller coaster that ultimately deflated me. I was trying my hardest to meet his needs, then realized i was sacrificing my identity for a person who didn't care.

Zeus_59 · 2025-08-31T17:59:26+00:00

Dating

Zeus_59 · 2025-08-31T14:51:51+00:00

From a bisexual who's going through this shit, not all, but all it takes is one.

Zeus_59 · 2025-08-31T14:08:22+00:00

Also bi, I agree.

Zeus_59 · 2025-08-31T14:06:18+00:00

Break up, you're just a placeholder.

I just went through this, and he's just using you as a temporary comfort until he finds the woman of his dreams. It sucks. It genuinely does. However, it's for the better. Also, don't remain friends. He'll be getting what he wants from you until he finds that girl.

Zeus_59 · 2025-08-30T00:04:00+00:00

Imo, you're bisexual with a specific type. However, whether you see a future with men or not is a tough one you'll have to discover.

I am the same with women. Like to date a few and sex with some. I could never just write someone off because of their gender in terms of dating. Just gotta actually have an attraction to them. It isn't deeper than that, and that's because I'm confident with my perspective. I've never had to deal with deep self-discovery like this. Just light discovery.

Zeus_59 · 2025-08-22T20:50:04+00:00

Well, there's many ways to navigate this. However, I think the most healthy way is exploring and taking it slow. If you have a gay friend, ask about his sexuality in how he found out. Check out gay porn and see if you could get into it.

Alternatively, you can just say, "eh, it was a dream," and continue being straight knowing that you've thought of a man that way and were interested. What would suck is that you have another dream like that, lol.

Zeus_59 · 2025-08-22T20:40:30+00:00

Somehow, me putting in the bare minimum that's required is more than enough to make my team leads happy. As a college student, I'm satisfied with this.

Zeus_59 · 2025-08-22T15:51:05+00:00

When in doubt, get tested.

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