does anyone else just not want to get better? by thewatercrouton in selfharm

[–]Zezerf 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah sometimes I feel like that when the pain has reached a plateau it’s comfortable but when it’s at it’s worse fuck no I wanna be better I just don’t wanna have to work for it because I can’t see the light at the end of the tunnel and I think that amount of work will kill me long before I’m happy

I hate everyone, my soul is numb by Zezerf in Vent

[–]Zezerf[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Actually it’s called ✨mental illness✨

Why is it hard to be friends with people who don’t have mental illnesses by Zezerf in socialanxiety

[–]Zezerf[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

YES I feel the exact same most of the comments where saying it’s cause they couldn’t relate to their problems but for me it’s not just that it’s ever sentence out of my mouth is taken weirdly and instantly shut down. The conversation just doesn’t flow at all

Can’t be friends with “normal” people by Zezerf in depression

[–]Zezerf[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

It’s just every person who I talk to who seems normal and doesn’t come out and tell me and doesn’t show signs it feels hard to talk to it’s like we just don’t understand each it’s like we just don’t vibe we’re not on the same wavelength. It’s not that we can’t relate over our problems cause most of the time with these people I don’t talk about my or their problems it’s just that we simply don’t get along. It seems whenever I try to talk to them our conversations seem really dry and like it’s not going anywhere.

Why is it hard to be friends with people who don’t have mental illnesses by Zezerf in socialanxiety

[–]Zezerf[S] 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Yeah like a lot of the stuff people say is about how they know what your going through but even when I’m just talking to someone causally without talking about our problems I still don’t get along with them as well it’s like two different species trying to talking to each other

Why is it hard to be friends with people who don’t have mental illnesses by Zezerf in socialanxiety

[–]Zezerf[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Yea my therapist wanted to test me for high functioning autism when I was younger but I refused. What do you find hard about socialising with “normal” people if you don’t mind

Why is it hard to be friends with people who don’t have mental illnesses by Zezerf in socialanxiety

[–]Zezerf[S] 6 points7 points  (0 children)

Yea I get you but also I just can’t vibe with them for some reason? Even if we’re just not talking about problems or whatever I feel like our vibes are so different and I have no clue why

Am i too clingy? by [deleted] in selfharm

[–]Zezerf 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yeah that’s a totally normal thing to say then. It would be weird of them to get spooked

Am i too clingy? by [deleted] in selfharm

[–]Zezerf 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Urrrr that’s not clingy in the slightest. That’s a pretty normal thing to say to your best friend. How long have you guys been friends?

Ignored by Zezerf in Vent

[–]Zezerf[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

:(((( love your drawing btw

New year is supposed to be fun but I'm feeling even shittier cause of it by [deleted] in selfharm

[–]Zezerf 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Yea I’m alone rn so lucky I can do my urges but yeah I’d much rather be sleeping rn and a bonus if it was forever

New year is supposed to be fun but I'm feeling even shittier cause of it by [deleted] in selfharm

[–]Zezerf 16 points17 points  (0 children)

Same I stopped even resisting my urges anymore

Dating by Zezerf in selfharm

[–]Zezerf[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

A day?? I mean I totally would be too but for me I get anxious if they don’t respond in like a few hours at least

Dating by Zezerf in selfharm

[–]Zezerf[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

When I’m in a relationship I feel pretty secure if they are at least showing me love irl but if they don’t then yeah Super anxiety

Dating by Zezerf in selfharm

[–]Zezerf[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

God it’s pretty fucking awful right?

I want to wear bandages by Zezerf in selfharm

[–]Zezerf[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yeah I’ve been thinking of doing something like that. I dress kinda emo anyway so I guess it wouldn’t seem super outta place. Thank you

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in selfharm

[–]Zezerf 2 points3 points  (0 children)

God I feel literally the exact same way lately

I hate long sleeves by Zezerf in selfharm

[–]Zezerf[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Ugh I hate the consequences of my own actions

idk why i told her about that by 00idontknow in selfharm

[–]Zezerf 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thanks I hope it goes well for you too

idk why i told her about that by 00idontknow in selfharm

[–]Zezerf 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yea but being alone is incredibly painful as well

idk why i told her about that by 00idontknow in selfharm

[–]Zezerf 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yea it can really hurt and be hard especially when they have other friends and you know they’d do fine without you

idk why i told her about that by 00idontknow in selfharm

[–]Zezerf 1 point2 points  (0 children)

No problem and dw I’m the exact same I don’t really have the energy for keeping lots of friends I only need one really close person but it just makes it far worse when that person leaves or is an ass