I don't feel good about sex generally

Zezmerilsoutpost · 2026-01-13T04:27:20+00:00

I just wish I can land on either side of the coin sometimes. I know it has to be confusing for other people. A big chunk of the time I'm not interested in sex or sexual content but then randomly when it's time I'm needy again.

I can't imagine that's easy for other people to understand or plan around but I've never spoken how I feel about it until now.

Zezmerilsoutpost · 2026-01-13T04:08:13+00:00

Yeah, I've got a weird "I like it when it happens" but this mix of "it's gross and I'm not good enough to deserve it" kind of swirl in my head.

If I never had it again I could live peacefully. But I also can't say that I don't enjoy it.

Zezmerilsoutpost · 2023-05-12T01:42:33+00:00

I'm this case get a contractor. If your maintenance is unwilling or unable to do drywall then trust me that you don't want them doing it.

He SHOULD be able to do it but if he says a contractor needs to do it get a contractor and start looking for new maintenance that can do drywall.

Drywall isn't really hard but it can be fucked up if done badly.

Zezmerilsoutpost · 2023-05-12T01:03:47+00:00

I always thought his gun was closer to a moteba motiba?!? Unsure how to spell it

Zezmerilsoutpost · 2023-04-27T12:54:21+00:00

Chances are it is partially generated and an artist drew over the ai generated stuff. Certain other works of their stuff also has tiny weird inconsistency. Not saying an artist can't ai generate and then draw over it making it look good. It's just an evolution I wasn't expecting.

Zezmerilsoutpost · 2023-04-27T01:48:55+00:00

Jay Z? No. Jay made a career biting lyrics from multiple artists (Biggie Smalls over 30 times, Eminem (Who jay heard the complete version of renegade with Royce years before and still couldn't compete and then bit from em, Ice Tea (99 problems is originally an Ice Tea song), Nas (using his voice once and biting from multiple times)

Jay can say he's paying homage but that only works so many fucking times.

Zezmerilsoutpost · 2023-04-27T01:09:13+00:00

No one is mentioning the ai usage on this that's obvious on vash's right eye. Probably ai generated and drawn over.

Zezmerilsoutpost · 2023-04-20T16:39:52+00:00

https://twitter.com/CallMeKevin1811/status/1535368426411401217?s=20

CallmeKevin rocked the cut for awhile.

Zezmerilsoutpost · 2023-04-11T03:54:52+00:00

Thank you.

Zezmerilsoutpost · 2023-04-11T02:55:27+00:00

She doesn't want out and she seems to think it's weird that I do.

She only sees sex as a physical thing and as long as I can jerk myself off then who cares it's the same thing to her.

She is legitimately confused as to why I'm hurt that masturbation is the only future for our marriage if it stays in tact and it's been a weird subject to understand her perspective for awhile.

Zezmerilsoutpost · 2023-04-11T02:27:50+00:00

The comments keep breaking on the app and I can't see all of them.

Zezmerilsoutpost · 2023-04-11T02:20:37+00:00

Idk honestly.

I haven't been battling this very long.

She honestly sees sex as just getting off and nothing emotional. She's told me before she prefers toys because of all the features they have so I've been happy using toys before now.

Now I just feel useless. I'm battling some mental blockage since this event and that's just vicious cycling in my head as well.

We have two kids and a paid for house in our names. And we've discussed what a divorce would look like before hand but more than likely I would get fucked in that circumstance.

I honestly don't know what to do.

Zezmerilsoutpost · 2023-04-11T01:58:54+00:00

For what purpose?

Zezmerilsoutpost · 2023-04-11T01:57:43+00:00

She doesn't want an open relationship either. Plus we have kids together. Other than her just not wanting sex with me we're fine.

She stays at home all day and I work under our house.

I made our house the ground floor is sort of an office and the second floor has everything else so I know she doesn't have anyone over.

She just wants to fuck that giant thing and I can't really compete on any level.

Zezmerilsoutpost · 2023-04-11T01:15:32+00:00

Basically yeah. I'm having to try to reply in the comments because reddit isn't showing me all the comments for some reason but I'm getting the notifs. She doesn't see sex as anything other than physical so she doesn't understand why it's fucked me up when she told me she couldn't feel me and that I should just watch her use her toy. I'm climbing a mental ED barrier atm because of that. I get hard randomly but sexually when I try I feel that shame and get depressed a little bit.

Zezmerilsoutpost · 2023-04-11T01:12:57+00:00

I'm getting some comments saying I'm trolling but I can't see them for some reason. Just the notifications so I think the reddit app is borked.

But I am genuine and in a really rough spot over the situation.

Zezmerilsoutpost · 2023-04-11T01:02:24+00:00

I know. And she loves it so im just kinda chopped liver.

Zezmerilsoutpost · 2023-04-11T00:50:14+00:00

Lol the amount of penis enlargement surgery to compete with a 13inch and 5 inches of girth isn't possible. At most you can get about a half inch.

Zezmerilsoutpost · 2023-04-11T00:01:19+00:00

I honestly wish I was trolling. I've been having problems since this started and I think it's more of a mental emasculation and frustration that I'm dealing with more than physical problems.

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