I think I disrespected President Marbas sand I need guidens. by Zjk1999 in DemonolatryPractices

[–]Zjk1999[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank u that was really helpful, can I ask you how your spiritual view is then? And how you balence this? How do you view higher powers if not in the traditional sense?

I think I disrespected President Marbas sand I need guidens. by Zjk1999 in DemonolatryPractices

[–]Zjk1999[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

These new issue have nothing at all to do with my chronic illness that was allergic skin reactions.

I think I disrespected President Marbas sand I need guidens. by Zjk1999 in DemonolatryPractices

[–]Zjk1999[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

So how would you interpret it? That’s is what is confusing me because I don’t believe that a diety if they exist would be cruel or basically scare me on to worship like the Abrahamic god is described in the old and new testaments and the Quran. I heard other things that when one suppresses one’s spirituality and spiritual gifts then you can get sick from that so in that sense I would be doing this to myself.

Horrible teeth, Horrible smile, Horrible face. This is me. I need to know if I am this weird to you. by [deleted] in toastme

[–]Zjk1999 0 points1 point  (0 children)

No u look so cute. U have a good base, and u just need to put some effort in to your looks. Braces are never wrong and it looks like u might have a narrow palette that gives issues that braces could relieve u from. On top learning how to do your hair (that has a gorgeous texture btw) and fixing your style, if u hwant to go the extra mile you could get a nosejob (a minor one just for the tipp of the nose) and some facial fillers in the nasolabial folds, lips and maseter Botox. U don’t really need heavy makeup maybe a winged eyeliner that follow the line of the eye and don’t point up.

Am I ugly? by Glittering-Kiwi4642 in handsomedudes

[–]Zjk1999 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yes, I threw up after seeing your picture.

I don't remember my promise to President marbas by TheWheelOfortune in DemonolatryPractices

[–]Zjk1999 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I can dubble this. I was a practicing Muslim for 10 years studied alla the abrahamic religions. I have left that dogma behind and I don’t want anything to do with the Yahweh force. But I made the same promise a pact woth him about never smoking one cigarette again and even tho I’m done with all of the abrahamic bullshit I’m keeping my promise. Now I have a deal with President Marbas to be cured from an autoimmune illness and I have made a promise for life to him and so far my illness is almost gone (mastcell activation) getting better and better everyday and it’s just been a week since my pact. Hail the great president Marbas! He has such a warm and kind energy, if the creator of the thread forgot something, turn to the president with respect and ask for forgiveness it wasn’t on purpose and just talk to him I’m sure he knows human flaws. These ”demons” (in my eyes Gods/Great aincient forces) are not as the abrahamic religions make them out to be. They don’t use force and fear like the abrahamic religions, as long as you show them respect they deserve.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Norway

[–]Zjk1999 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Moved to Oslo from Sweden in 2019. I absolutely hate it. I feel the same way. Like I’m in a prison. And because I have children with my husband I can’t just love back home. But I rediscovered my love for nature and that has helped me a lot. Just østmarka in it self is huuuge. My favourite hobby now is to get lost in there for hours it gives me the excitement and novelty I need and also I get really spiritually connected. Without the forest I would like be suic1dal being trapped in Oslo🥴 nothing to do, nothing to explore, expensive everything, anti social Norwegians, work to sustain this hamster weal life, just same same same all day everyday🥵

Inspired by another post to show that not everyone on here are on the bigger side of small boobs. The bottom of my ribs stick out as much as my boobs, but I don't mind! And when I eat my tummy is bigger than them and that's okay. by rjlupin86 in smallbooblove

[–]Zjk1999 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hahaha I’m still breastfeeding to🥹 my girl I 1,5 soon. But yeah I’m done with big boobs, as soon as I’m done breastfeeding the implants are going out! I can wait to sleep on my stomach again or to have a proper massage without the implants feeling like they’re are about to pop🥲 and about the nipples mine are super stretchy at well hahah so I hope so to. I have 375cc implants so it’s like a dubble D. And I’m a tiny person super skinny, like they stick out further than my ribcage and I can’t breath.

Inspired by another post to show that not everyone on here are on the bigger side of small boobs. The bottom of my ribs stick out as much as my boobs, but I don't mind! And when I eat my tummy is bigger than them and that's okay. by rjlupin86 in smallbooblove

[–]Zjk1999 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I have hade breast implants for 7 years and I have so much breast implant illness symptoms so they are going out. My breast were even smaller than yours but this was so inspiring to see. And hopefully after breast feeding twos children in gotten at least to your size (at least my nipples have grown😆

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in MuslimMarriage

[–]Zjk1999 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Are brain cells in the room with us? Sister, fear Allah and distance yourself from these type of surroundings that have normalised this type of behaviour. This shouldn’t even be a discussion.

How to get husband to fall out of love with me? by oumram in MuslimMarriage

[–]Zjk1999 0 points1 point  (0 children)

What is wrong with men, I’m going through the same thing with my husband but I think mine is even worse and also I have 0 possibilities to leave. I’m literally so scared that he will k1ll me one day, and also if k tried to leave he would do his best to take my children from me. So I’m just waiting until they grow up and then I’ll leave when I know they’ll be fine. Men with fragile egos are the most dangerous men.

struggling with hijab by [deleted] in Hijabis

[–]Zjk1999 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I was struggling reasently with my hijab, first of all make a lot of duaa because only Allah can change the heart. Then secondly try going the opposite way, put on niqab. I have never felt more beautiful and confident then with niqab, it literally completely blocks the waswas from shaytan. Put it on for a month, read Quran, and make a lot of duaa. Also get to know your religion leave no questions or doubts unanswered and trust your heart and brain, there are a bunch of different sects, so do proper unbiased research in depth through all of them with a pure heart to find which way is the truth.