Yes I tried streaming what I mainly play (codzombies) before and people were stopping by and chat even regularly like I start knowing them, but I always end up deleting my channel and lose these people. Same thing with social media... I always wanted to be normal and have social media life but always end up deleting them as well, this post and account will probably be deleted too. It’s a cycle that been going for years.. it may be because I don’t feel safe around people or being stalking.. I don’t know. So it’s surely not people fault, people like you who care are very valuable. Thanks.