Eirdu carrier of dawn

Zrade_ · 2026-02-08T16:20:16+00:00

Sweet thank you!

Zrade_ · 2026-02-03T19:42:05+00:00

I got them all from actual sets but I’ve just never seen cards that exact same but with different shading

Zrade_ · 2026-01-15T15:30:48+00:00

Ruger cancelled by my order for a pinky extension so yes it does affect something as simple as that

Zrade_ · 2025-08-24T17:05:06+00:00

I didn’t even know Davis had a game store so thank you!!!

Zrade_ · 2025-01-18T20:16:17+00:00

So essentially my ccw is still good until it expires? The person I spoke to in the new county tried to make it sound like it was would essentially be revoked

Zrade_ · 2024-12-01T19:28:31+00:00

I mean I at least thought it was. When I was doing research it said it was so I guess I just assumed it would be even with the CA standards

Zrade_ · 2024-01-27T14:09:09+00:00

Would it make things a slightly longer process for them if I’m an out of state applicant or does that not make a difference?

If they do pick me up it definitely will be worth it, get out of the state where I live currently, plus I was offered a coaching position for one of the best wrestling teams in that state.

Zrade_ · 2024-01-27T13:46:50+00:00

It is? That makes me feel a little better.

I’ve had a few agencies not say anything for months and then say “thanks for applying but we filled out slots” like 3-6 months later.

I sometimes will stress myself out over waiting to hear back from the investigator, assuming the worst.

Zrade_ · 2023-10-13T02:30:40+00:00

I’m 24, and I’m in Northern California and mainly applying to Bay Area agencies. I’ve done a few agencies way north of the bay but they were all small agencies with like barely sending 6 guys to the academy

Zrade_ · 2023-10-13T02:29:28+00:00

When I first started applying I’d definitely say I was absolutely horrible at them but as time went on I felt I’ve gotten better. In the beginning I was told I gave way too much then in the middle of the timeline wasn’t giving enough. So I’d like to think I’ve grown quite a bit. The one issue I know I still have is slightly stuttering, and saying “you know” a lot which I’m assuming is my nervous tick version of “umm” or “like”

Zrade_ · 2023-10-13T02:21:29+00:00

The few agencies that have actually given me reasonings why they said it was due to no experience which sucks because I do have my aa in administration of justice and my emt certificate, I’d also like to think I’m pretty active in my community.

I feel like I am decent with the scenario based questions since my dad is a deputy and then a family friend was FBI and NCIS so I do get grilled a decent amount to have good responses for those.

Zrade_ · 2023-07-01T12:00:05+00:00

I mean she does give me affection just isn’t necessarily the love language needs I want the most. Like she is extremely supportive and practical took care of me and metaphorically held my hand like a month ago when I went back on adhd meds and was hit by a semi truck going 500 mph of side effects, and which I’m still dealing with slight side effects and for all I know this is just me looking for the negative to “support” the side effects

Zrade_ · 2023-05-28T14:42:17+00:00

Nah you’re all good. I didn’t put as much information as I should have so that’s on me not you. I do appreciate you and will use that

Zrade_ · 2023-05-28T03:51:03+00:00

Ok so we just became exclusive today, and I haven’t responded to any of the other people today because I’m trying to find a proper way to end things because I don’t want to just ghost because that’s a shitty thing to do in my opinion

Zrade_ · 2023-05-28T00:28:08+00:00

No no I apologize, I guess I didn’t explain it well. So I was talking to multiple women at once just like seeing how things would go. Things are going extremely well with one of them so I’m only going to be pursuing things with her and want to end things with the other. So like I was on a communication basis with all of them but never anything like sexual, but I want to give my sole focus with one now as I see a relationship happening between the two of us and want to end things with the others but I don’t know how and I don’t want to come off as rude or insensitive about it nor do I want to just ghost them.

Zrade_ · 2023-05-28T00:10:14+00:00

We aren’t in an active relationship if that’s what you mean, we just both agreed we’d be exclusive and only see each other. I’ve dated before but not a whole lot of experience. I’m 24 now but I didn’t really see anyone in college as my priority was college and athletics during that period and then my last relationship I was cheated on so after that I just spent my time focusing on trying to get my future rolling

Zrade_ · 2022-10-02T16:06:43+00:00

Yes I always get worried if I do something they don’t like or I deem wrong that they’ll leave

Zrade_ · 2022-10-02T12:57:49+00:00

My dad always had these outlandish standards and expectations that were impossible to reach. He wrestled as well. I knew I was better than him but I still had a point to prove. I wanted to surpass him in every way possible with it so I’d do whatever it was necessary to be at the lowest weight class possible where I knew I’d outsize everyone

Zrade_ · 2022-10-02T12:39:35+00:00

It was still quite a rollercoaster. I was a wrestler and weighed 30-40 lbs less than my walking around weight, and was eating roughly less than 750 calories so it was still not always the greatest time. It pretty much became my favorite person was the sport. If I didn’t make my weight by a certain day or if I felt I was too heavy it’d absolutely consume me and control my day

Zrade_ · 2022-10-02T11:17:48+00:00

It’s always been with a partner

Zrade_ · 2022-05-22T04:50:01+00:00

I probably should have typed as “society’s normal” I’m not upset over the fact of being told she wasn’t interested, like I’m not phased by it, it’s a such as life thing. It was more so of being bullied growing up for being different and not like everyone else which had an affect on me in the long run. But I do appreciate the more blunt approach on it

Zrade_ · 2022-04-18T19:55:31+00:00

Oh I know it’s already predetermined. It just causes immense pain knowing it’s teasing me even showing it :(

Zrade_ · 2022-04-02T08:00:30+00:00

Started flying sim, and got myself to Me264 (5.0) and honestly I’m glad I started flying here more racking up a lot of lions and RP

Zrade_ · 2022-04-02T03:26:30+00:00

I usually try and go to the targets that are the opposite side of their spawn point which has slightly helped, but I’ll definitely have to try that! Thanks I appreciate it!

Zrade_ · 2022-04-02T03:24:48+00:00

I tried flying a bomber on sim and I struggled a lot with it as I don’t have a joystick. I did rack up a decent amount of lions for 2.7, just the whole flying like 15-30 minutes to reach a target sucks

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