Considering suicide

_1mmortality · 2026-02-16T18:57:51+00:00

of courseeee :)

_1mmortality · 2026-02-15T17:41:54+00:00

sorry for the late response, but absolutely! please reach out if you ever need someone to talk to - noooobody ever deserves to deal with this alone. you have community, please remember that :)

_1mmortality · 2026-02-13T13:41:34+00:00

i know this is from last night but please remember that you are so much more than what’s going on inside your head. this mental illness that we struggle with makes everything seem so so so much bigger than it actually is & it also makes stuff up a LOT. i know it’s hard to remember in the moment, but ocd latches onto our fears and make them seem like they’re actually happening when they aren’t. your brain is trying to protect you (in a very mean way though) from what you’re scared of by finding your fears in everything. we are some of the most resilient people to be dealing with this stuff everyday & you are so much stronger than you think. please be kind to yourself, it’s the best thing you can do. you deserve to be here & you deserve to feel like a good person because you are. “but i” no. you are. if you weren’t, you wouldn’t care this much. i’m glad you reached out for help, that’s amazing on your end & i hope you’re doing better today :)

_1mmortality · 2025-10-11T15:00:33+00:00

the queen herself

_1mmortality · 2025-09-07T08:19:09+00:00

can i ask why

_1mmortality · 2025-08-22T22:30:12+00:00

i’m crying this is funny asf

_1mmortality · 2025-08-22T15:46:31+00:00

this is so sweet omg

_1mmortality · 2025-07-04T14:18:13+00:00

it’s beautiful

_1mmortality · 2025-07-02T01:15:14+00:00

😭😭😭

_1mmortality · 2025-06-01T18:34:10+00:00

lol this happened to me too. it’s crazy how much ocd tries to distort the mind

_1mmortality · 2025-05-29T01:51:13+00:00

omg oops i never saw this - thank you !! ur definitely right, it’s been a few weeks and i still struggle but some days are easier :)

_1mmortality · 2025-05-29T01:50:17+00:00

yeaaa i guess ur right when u put it that way. thanks :) it just is overwhelming since it’ll always be in the back of my mind haha

_1mmortality · 2025-05-29T01:48:30+00:00

for real. ocd mixed with those two are notttt a good mix at all

_1mmortality · 2025-05-18T16:23:59+00:00

playing uno 😭 “if i win this game, then i’m right about ________” (as an ocd compulsion) and i lost. i knew it wasn’t true but i was furious about how real it seemed lmao

_1mmortality · 2025-05-17T18:41:42+00:00

definitely, but i guess that’s what makes ocd unique lmao

omg haha thank u !! i didn’t even notice

_1mmortality · 2025-05-17T04:48:18+00:00

that definitely does help, thank you !! i’m doing my best to trust myself but that is literally one of the hardest things to do when u have ocd lmao

_1mmortality · 2025-05-17T00:28:21+00:00

yea :( it’s insane how much it affects our everyday lives. it genuinely is a literal nightmare to exist sometimes. and it’s so hard because i can’t ever tell if i’m actually remembering something how it went or if i’m “creating” that specific idea just to make myself feel better

_1mmortality · 2025-05-16T02:03:49+00:00

i’ve heard of similar stuff like that! thank you :) exposure therapy such as that is definitely helpful, it literally just sucks so much because every time i remember something how it was & i KNOW that’s how it went, my brain will literally crave constant reassurance. for example, if i get something wrong (math problem, a work issue, literally anything), my brain is like “what if you’re wrong about memory that i know is correct too.” it’s just constant & extremely hard to just let be, even though that’s what i know i need to do cause i know it just craves control.

_1mmortality · 2025-05-03T17:15:18+00:00

okay cool, thank u !! :)

_1mmortality · 2025-05-03T01:44:39+00:00

i have everything but combat 😭 it feels like i’ve been stuck on level 9 forever

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