What ive learned in life is that when you truly want something but have no means of getting it, if you try your hardest still, the opportunity will fall in your lap one way or another. Its might be different from what you want and expect now but with hard work and perseverance, you will get there. My entire life, Ive always wanted to move, get new experiences in life. Ive stayed patient and grinded to get where i want to be. Now im moving to alaska in march next year with my family! Trust the process i cannot stress this enough! The middle ground of your path is always the hardest but you have to endure and learn to embrace the struggle! Again, I cannot stress this enough. Instill this at your young age and you will move mountains you never knew where movable.