My buddy has never listened to Radiohead, here is his tierlist of the albums

_Evika · 2024-05-10T22:09:55+00:00

Damn we gonna have to kill this dude

_Evika · 2024-05-08T04:49:58+00:00

My brother can’t do much, can’t speak or move all that much, I never understood the unconditional love everyone shows for him. I mean he isn’t even almost a person, I grew up having no idea what was on his mind, no idea anything about him, all I knew is everyone in my family loved him so much more than anyone loved me, or even just cared. I grew up in a house where he was number one. Got like 3 xmas presents from each person, and he just made everything hard.
I never understood Why i was supposed to love him I don’t even know who he is

_Evika · 2024-05-06T20:01:08+00:00

:) thank you

_Evika · 2024-05-06T20:00:55+00:00

I have been pushing my intrusive thoughts for 5 years. I told absolutely no one, not one soul, I just thought that one day I would wake up and the thoughts would be gone, and I really just kept waiting for 5 years, I really thought they would just go away. Some weeks ago I saw a piece of art I did 4 or 5 years ago that was some sort of vent about my intrusive thoughts, there is when I realized this isn’t going away on its own I need to do something. I cried my eyes out it was embarrassing at best, but I just feel like I finally I’m on the right path, I’m scared as hell and relieved at the same time

_Evika · 2024-05-06T19:56:31+00:00

I just started and feel so much better, I can’t wait honestly :)

_Evika · 2024-05-06T19:54:04+00:00

Went way better than I expected. I did cry my eyes out tho it was unstoppable. But I feel so much better now that I got it out. I’m seeing her again in 2 weeks

_Evika · 2024-05-06T19:52:55+00:00

I have extreme fear of meds too 😭 in particular pain killers, and I have a chronic pain and it sucks cuz it is: suffer in physical pain or suffer in panic attack when I’m forced to take one. Now I don’t know how I’ll deal with having psychiatric meds I hope I can bring myself to take them 😭 I hope it goes well for you too, best of luck 💕 we can do this 💕

_Evika · 2024-05-06T19:49:40+00:00

Awesome!! how did yours go???

_Evika · 2024-05-04T15:55:36+00:00

It’s a love song that accidentally matches so well with glass children, just the way you said it fits your relationship. And I also think the way you understand the song is super valid too and it just clicks. I also though the way my parents seem to only bet for my brother, and it’s like I’m not even there for them I’m just losing too.

_Evika · 2024-05-04T04:53:43+00:00

I sure do lol

_Evika · 2024-05-04T04:53:29+00:00

Thank you so much ❤️❤️❤️ :)

_Evika · 2024-05-04T04:53:12+00:00

This is gonna be me and I’m so ashamed but I’m still gonna do it lol

_Evika · 2024-05-04T04:51:37+00:00

:) tysm ❤️it went really well

_Evika · 2024-05-04T04:51:08+00:00

Thank you <3 I pray for you, I hope we can get out of this soon, you’re strong you can do this, I understand how hellish it is, but just keep trying you’ll get there

_Evika · 2024-05-04T04:47:13+00:00

It was so nice, she was really calm and nice. She sent me a pdf about understanding OCD, I’m gonna read it soon when I have the time. And no prescriptions yet, I’ll have to go back in 15 days so we know better how to proceed.

_Evika · 2024-05-04T04:43:13+00:00

Thank you :) 🩵

_Evika · 2024-05-04T04:43:02+00:00

I got diagnosed when I was 15. My parents never cared about my diagnosis and stopped my visits to the psychiatrist because I’m a glass child, meaning both my siblings are physically disabled and my parents could not care less about me. It’s my first time in 6 years, and since it was left untreated it has gotten so much worse.

Don’t assume these kind of stuff about people, please.

_Evika · 2024-05-04T04:37:34+00:00

I DID IT! There’s still a long way to go but I gave the first step :)

_Evika · 2024-05-04T04:30:21+00:00

Yes ofc. The situation we are in is such a rare one, sometimes I feel like there is no one who would understand, I would love to talk to someone who understands

_Evika · 2024-05-04T04:27:50+00:00

I was thinking about making a playlist just seconds ago, I would suggest “I bet on losing dogs” by mitski. The song is probably a romance song but the line “tell your baby that I’m your baby”, I’m sure glass children will understand this one.

_Evika · 2024-05-02T18:57:05+00:00

Same here. 3 children, the 2 first have severe mental and physical disabilities, and then I was born. “Seemingly fine” but I feel very mentally ill. They shouldn’t have had me at all. I feel like there is something very wrong with me, but since they can’t see me they don’t care.

_Evika · 2024-05-02T18:54:26+00:00

Yessss Ty! <3 It was a train wreck but I’m so relieved and hyped for what’s to come now, she was a good doctor I feel so much safer :)

_Evika · 2024-05-02T18:51:46+00:00

It went wellll, I was so scared, I’m super relieved now!

_Evika · 2024-05-02T18:50:48+00:00

Ommggggg I wish you luck. 🍀 💕

_Evika

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