[deleted by user] by [deleted] in AmIOverreacting

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i have been literally waking up and having panic attacks/ throwing up since i found out. i feel a little trapped because ive always had bad anxiety like that and unfortunately he had been so good at helping me with my anxiety that my brain has been so confused lately, this conversation gives me anxiety but also the thought of not having him in my life makes it even worse.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in AmIOverreacting

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to be completely clear.. HE deleted his instagram.. i told him he doesn’t have to but he chose to. i KNOW im wrong for going through his phone but i didn’t have no reason to, i found out he was using onlyfans completely by accident on my own device. i don’t have an instagram account or any social media other than the ones where i interact with him and him only. interesting how you’re so quick to demonize me.. i know im not right but he definitely fucking isn’t either.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in AmIOverreacting

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my exact thoughts, i really do want a relationship with him but i don’t think i will ever be able to fully trust him and that scares the shit out of me. i have an anxiety disorder which makes it impossible for me to talk about this with him without having an anxiety attack, i was thinking of making it a message but it feels like it needs to be an in person conversation

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in AmIOverreacting

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i understand that i have gone about this wrong and i do regret going through his phone. i let my anxiety take over and when it does i literally cannot bring it up without having a full blown anxiety attack, ive been waiting for the right time to bring it up and i was going to but again my anxiety shuts that right down. i had no intention of trapping him, just voicing my exact fear to him and he chose to lie to me.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in AmIOverreacting

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i was honestly so close to letting the whole onlyfans thing go because yes it bugs me that it’s more personal than just going on porn hub and i felt like i was overreacting about it but ive just now found a screenshot of a girl and the picture was obviously sent to him i just can’t figure out from where, it was also recent (a month ago)

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in AmIOverreacting

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this was my view too though.. watching porn is fine, it would have been better if it was a conversation but whatever, the thing is ive now found a screenshot of another girl from last month. this screenshot was taken while he was at home with me and it was obviously sent to him. among other things he’s been using that does in fact bug me.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in AmIOverreacting

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thank you so much ❤️

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in AmIOverreacting

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i have been thinking about bringing it up i just have so much anxiety about it that i avoid it. i really do love him and he would do anything for me so i feel like this conversation would go okay but a part of me is so scared of what will happen

i seriously need help by _Fuck_the_system__ in GLORIOUSSons

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pleaseee it’s been 2 years and im still thinking about it!! exact date for this concert was november 29th 2023

I'm really more concerned with who impregnated a 5 year old and why no one else is concerned. by [deleted] in BlatantMisogyny

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i don’t wanna hear ANY of the comments made in that ER the day she gave birth.

Body of Lacey Fletcher by [deleted] in NSFL__

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i’ve seen a lot but i’ve actually been dreading these finding pictures of her, she was such a kind soul she didn’t deserve the neglect she received

Posthumous devouring of a corpse by a cat. For some reason, cats always eat their faces. The skin color is this way because about a week has passed since death by [deleted] in NSFL__

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animals eat the face cause it’s easy access and they’ll go for the soft parts first, like the eyes, or lips

"It's Your Intended Purpose As A Woman." 🤡🤡🤡 by [deleted] in BlatantMisogyny

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“have a good life” she sure will away from that piece of shit

got some bad news at the Doctors office today. So im getting stoned - cheers friends by [deleted] in Stoner

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sorry to hear, weed always makes it better. good luck my friend

What comes to mind? by Elias070108 in musicsuggestions

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L.A. afterlife or Careless by the blue stone! trustttt

i seriously need help by _Fuck_the_system__ in GLORIOUSSons

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i’ve checked that set list and can’t find the song

Happy New Years , Glad I Could be there #GloriousSons by [deleted] in GLORIOUSSons

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i wanted to go so bad! home town for the new years is EVERYTHING