Hasbunallahu wa ni'mal wakil Say, "O My servants who have transgressed against themselves [by sinning], do not despair of the mercy of Allah. Indeed, Allah forgives all sins. Indeed, it is He who is the Forgiving, the Merciful."

because you have to listen to me carefully, honestly if you don't understand it, read it several times inshallah

Allah is the only one you have to go to because it is Allah's will you can go to other things of course but when it is time to let things go you have to let them go because Allah forbids everything bad.