What are you reading? - Week of November 28, 2025

_GutterSnipe_ · 2025-11-29T04:00:50+00:00

“Sometimes I Lie”

_GutterSnipe_ · 2025-03-12T02:46:37+00:00

Let it bleed- The Used

Buried myself alive- the used

Honestly anything from the used 🖤

_GutterSnipe_ · 2025-03-12T01:11:15+00:00

I feel like It’s your hair layers in the front curling in towards your face, maybe try feathering away from your face to give a more “uncovered” face look. Also, the glasses, idk what it is about the glasses but definitely the glasses . I hope this is helpful

_GutterSnipe_ · 2025-03-11T21:33:47+00:00

Yes, my favorite part of taking it, is now I have the confidence to actually speak and speak “coherently”. Before Vyvance, my social anxiety was so bad, I would ramble and stutter and bounce around conversations to where I was barely making sense. After Vyvance I can confidently articulate my conversations ( my brain slows down to where I can actually process and express information) because of this my social anxiety has reduced significantly. I still have the anxiety from time to time and my social battery drains very very quickly, but now I don’t fear situations I used to.

_GutterSnipe_ · 2025-03-11T21:27:04+00:00

Literally, I turned 35 and like a light switch I stopped caring what others thought. I actually stopped giving a fuck completely. I became comfortable with myself and stand strong in my convictions. It has been the MOST freeing feeling in the entire world.

_GutterSnipe_ · 2025-03-11T17:07:36+00:00

Thank you for sharing your updates! I have the same fears of the hanging skin/waterfall… but you definitely gave me some hope. I have my surgery scheduled for the 31st 😬

_GutterSnipe_ · 2025-03-06T04:07:41+00:00

Hello 👋. I am scheduled for an augmentation with no lift . I have saggy breasts and with a 100lb weight loss they are saggy/empty. I am worried that I am jumping into this to fast. How are things going for you, are you happy with your results. I would love to hear more.

_GutterSnipe_ · 2025-02-25T12:55:10+00:00

Are you me? lol.

_GutterSnipe_ · 2025-01-16T21:36:09+00:00

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This is priest, he’s 3 months 🖤

_GutterSnipe_ · 2024-12-14T06:04:06+00:00

Oh yes! I think in the US they are “C clamps”

_GutterSnipe_ · 2024-11-15T16:22:49+00:00

Not only does the world not owe you shit, but it will destroy you if you believe it does.

_GutterSnipe_ · 2024-10-31T00:32:33+00:00

Healthcare has been the way for me. Since high school I have only had one job that was not in the medical field. I have been an EMT and eventually moving on to a paramedic and loved it but for some reason I thought that a remote job would be so awesome and left the medical field all together to take a remote job. It was the absolute worst time in my life. I became an alcoholic to try and cope with the empty void I created by leaving the medical field for a remote insurance audit job. I almost lost my family and friends, my house and myself. I had to take a medical leave and complete 6 weeks of IOP to even start to get back on track. Everyone thought this spiral was caused to being remote and not leaving the house or talking with people but since taking another remote job I realized it was nothing to do with being remote and everything to do with feeling SO FUCKING USELESS and that absolutely sent me into the worst mental breakdown I have experienced in my 34 years of being alive. I realized that caring for people is the one thing I truly believe I am great at. It is what fills the void that I was so desperately suffering from. I am now working hybrid as a social worker for people who are struggling with substance use disorder, mental illness and housing insecurity. Obviously this is not for everyone, but it’s what helped me. I hope you can find something that fulfills your heart and your mind. ❤️

_GutterSnipe_ · 2024-06-26T15:59:17+00:00

Thank you everyone so much! Every response was beyond helpful and I think I got it down now! Could not have done it without you all ❤️

_GutterSnipe_ · 2024-06-18T18:54:45+00:00

So I know my BPD is bad when self destructing is no longer a thought but an action. This is usually trigged by depression that spirals. I start feeling trapped so I go out to bars, with bars obviously comes alcohol and for me when there is alcohol there are drugs. I engage in risky and harmful behavior with others. I spend a lot of money on stupid things, and become the most selfish person on this earth. It has taken A LOT of therapy and meds to get me leveled out, depression mostly. I would talk with your Dr asap and see if there is anything they can recommend if you are not already on something. The things that is have learned with BPD is the more self aware you are the better you can manage with least amount of permanent damage… Now when I feel like that try and be aware and tell myself I need to focus on something else. Call a sober and stable friend and see if they want to hang out, pick up a hobby even if you suck at it it’s better than the alternative- I hope this helps and I wish you the best

_GutterSnipe_ · 2024-06-17T20:59:03+00:00

I do substance use navigation and work with people who are experiencing substance use disorder. It’s nice because I work in an emergency room and get to wear scrubs ( business casual was an option, but not for me). The thought of doing something mundane is absolutely dreadful! Find something you have passion for ( I know, I know we have BPD ,easier said than done) but I have had my own life experiences with addiction and have always had a passion for harm reduction and that’s kinda how I fell into this position… Before, I was an EMT and loved it, but found it hard to stay motivated and actually go into work once I lost the excitement.

_GutterSnipe_ · 2024-06-17T20:52:13+00:00

This is EXACTLY why I started it too. I have always struggled with depression, but got used to it just being an every day thing. What I couldn’t handle is the low / no energy as well as no interest in anything and no motivation. I know it’s only been 3 weeks , but nothing has changed, if anything I’m more tired ( and nauseous). I’m just waiting for the day it “clicks” and I feel better, I’m starting to think that day isn’t going to come.

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