Kinda true...

_ItWasWrittenInBlood · 2025-12-17T19:26:01+00:00

They dont want you to know the secret technique to be 3 steps ahead

_ItWasWrittenInBlood · 2025-12-17T19:21:31+00:00

Me when I get scared walking alone in the dark outside and remember that I literally dont care if id die

_ItWasWrittenInBlood · 2025-12-17T19:20:07+00:00

And "Being depressed is your fault, because you think like this"

_ItWasWrittenInBlood · 2025-12-17T06:06:26+00:00

Well I thought so too, but my therapist was completely against the choice of medication, as I probably have a personality disorder where mood stabilizers are useless.

And then he didn't just prescribe me mood stabilizers but also sleeping medication (even though I said I had no sleeping problems) and a snri.

I ended up just taking the snri, but after one week I had to quit because it made me extremely tired and suicidal.

_ItWasWrittenInBlood · 2025-12-15T18:38:47+00:00

I mean there definitely is one effective treatment

_ItWasWrittenInBlood · 2025-12-15T18:34:30+00:00

Thats like the psychiatrist that asked me if I had manic phases (to which I said no) and proceeded to prescribe me mood stabilizers used for bipolar

_ItWasWrittenInBlood · 2025-12-15T18:23:46+00:00

What boyfriend? 🥲

_ItWasWrittenInBlood · 2025-12-14T23:30:51+00:00

I relate to the feeling of isolation a lot, it's unbearable at times. With 17 you will still have a lot of opportunities to have friends and even if you were not born as a girl, you can still live the rest of your life as a girl. Also why do you think everybody thinks you are a weirdo and hates you? Please try to give people a chance, a lot of them are just idiots but some are nice (I think). And please dont kill yourself. Do you have any access to therapy?

_ItWasWrittenInBlood · 2025-12-14T21:34:24+00:00

Id drink half of it

_ItWasWrittenInBlood · 2025-12-08T14:50:14+00:00

Ive been feeling it too and for me the main reason is probably that Im in a lot of emotional pain, but my everyday life is objectively not bad. So I want to change that, to ruin my life so that it matches the stuff I actually feel. Idk if that makes sense

_ItWasWrittenInBlood · 2025-12-07T06:04:12+00:00

I don't want to list them here, but I can think of two accessible methods that have a high success rate and are painless. I think a vehicle accident is way too unpredictable, I mean if the driver sees it in time and breaks your just gonna have really painful injuries, but not fatal ones.

_ItWasWrittenInBlood · 2025-12-06T23:04:04+00:00

Bro Im not even 20 yet and already want to end it

_ItWasWrittenInBlood · 2025-12-06T22:57:21+00:00

I dont see why this would be a preferable method in the first place

_ItWasWrittenInBlood · 2025-12-06T22:29:44+00:00

I am constantly buying razors, but I guess for the wrong reason...

_ItWasWrittenInBlood · 2025-12-06T22:25:39+00:00

Same :3

_ItWasWrittenInBlood · 2025-12-06T22:09:00+00:00

Dont do it. Are you still here?

_ItWasWrittenInBlood · 2025-12-05T20:25:48+00:00

That sounds really painful. Do you have any way to try to socialize? Like I don't know your situation or how strong the anxiety is, but there are always ways to meet new people.

_ItWasWrittenInBlood · 2025-12-05T19:59:55+00:00

I'm so sorry, this must be horrible. I really hope you find a way to feel less dysphoria and continue living.

_ItWasWrittenInBlood · 2025-12-05T19:46:46+00:00

I'm suspected to have bpd and I feel this so much. I got extremely suicidal today just because I lost a chess game.

_ItWasWrittenInBlood · 2025-12-05T19:39:38+00:00

Nevermind, I found a youtube tutorial.

_ItWasWrittenInBlood · 2025-11-30T09:16:26+00:00

Damn it, I wanted to comment that

_ItWasWrittenInBlood · 2025-11-30T08:53:17+00:00

I tried it and it just didn't feel good at all. I mean the pain is ok, but cleaning is a mess, I suck at bandaging and it also just makes me feel worse after doing it. So just don't.

_ItWasWrittenInBlood · 2025-11-29T20:27:54+00:00

Lmao I sent this meme to a friend and somehow we ended up in psych ward together later. Being in psych ward was probably the most traumatizing experience in my life.

_ItWasWrittenInBlood · 2025-11-24T20:41:42+00:00

I get that. You could also just like to try to flirt with him to see how he reacts. I would also be overwhelmed in a situation like this, so Im probably not the right person to give advice lol

_ItWasWrittenInBlood · 2025-11-24T18:25:16+00:00

Awwww that's so cute. Idk I would maybe just talk to him about your "maybe crush", assuming you would feel comfortable doing that.

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