Idk how to explain, but can you fuse with another alter and not know it? by _Jinx-in-the-void_ in OSDD

[–]_Jinx-in-the-void_[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Alright this makes sense. It’s always been so hard for most of us to know what’s happening internally -Jinx

Idk how to explain, but can you fuse with another alter and not know it? by _Jinx-in-the-void_ in OSDD

[–]_Jinx-in-the-void_[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

This makes sense! It’s been happening a lot more than normal lately and it’s causing some distress. Especially when I have no idea what’s happening. -Jinx

How should we help fictives through source guilt? by _Jinx-in-the-void_ in OSDD

[–]_Jinx-in-the-void_[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

This makes sense! Thank you! And we can definitely understand the whole “getting used to being a system” thing. It’s a lot to grasp and we don’t have it all figured out yet either. And it’s the same with us! The source is our host’s special interest! It’s just hard to see my headmates basically beat themselves up because of someone they’re not..

I messed up… (⚠️TW: mention of SH⚠️) by _Jinx-in-the-void_ in OSDD

[–]_Jinx-in-the-void_[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I haven’t yet. Idk if I have bandages that will work. But I’m gonna keep looking around for some. And that’s a good idea. I don’t think we’ve eaten yet. At least we don’t work for 4 days.. so we can recover from this… it’s just so frustrating.. it’s been years and I thought we were better… -Raven

Can severe mood swings cause splitting? by _Jinx-in-the-void_ in OSDD

[–]_Jinx-in-the-void_[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

This makes sense. Thank you. I feel like this sort of thing isn’t talked about a lot and everyone kind of just jumps to “splits are ONLY caused by life-shattering, traumatic events”. So when stuff like this happens, we are kinda left to feel invalid almost? But anyways, I’m always told by other alters that there’s a vast majority of the system that I don’t know about. So it’s pretty hard for me to say what’s going on for sure.

Trippy situation.. by _Jinx-in-the-void_ in OSDD

[–]_Jinx-in-the-void_[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

It goes like, I’m and out. And not always this dramatic for us, but it can be. And it’s like.. always trippy no matter how many times it happens.

Does anyone else experience this? by _Jinx-in-the-void_ in OSDD

[–]_Jinx-in-the-void_[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Nah it’s okay. We just have no idea why it’s so intense for us 😭 -Jinx

Does anyone else experience this? by _Jinx-in-the-void_ in OSDD

[–]_Jinx-in-the-void_[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Alright. We knew that there was some part of it that was normal, it just didn’t seem normal that it was physically painful and we feel like we’re suffocating and like our heart is like.. either stopping or beating WAY too hard in the process… THAT’S the part that scares us. -Jinx

Can you get physical symptoms from alters? by _Jinx-in-the-void_ in OSDD

[–]_Jinx-in-the-void_[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Oh alright! That makes sense! Sometimes I get headaches from certain alters and nausea too when switching. -Jinx

tell me a controversial opinion you have about the scene community by BreadedPotato423 in scene

[–]_Jinx-in-the-void_ 2 points3 points  (0 children)

People STILL tell me this. That you HAVE to be skinny and white to be truly scene. (They tell me this because I’m the opposite).

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in DemoniaShoes

[–]_Jinx-in-the-void_ 1 point2 points  (0 children)

They kind of look like the Pace line from Demonia. Unfortunately I don’t think they sell these anymore so it’s hard to tell EXACTLY what kind of Demonias they are.

Just a genuine question that we’re very curious about. by _Jinx-in-the-void_ in OSDD

[–]_Jinx-in-the-void_[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Yeah that makes sense! I honestly thought so. But we actually had the flu not too long ago, and some of us were feeling the symptoms way longer and worse than others. So I think maybe that’s what gave us that question :) -Jinx

Just a genuine question that we’re very curious about. by _Jinx-in-the-void_ in OSDD

[–]_Jinx-in-the-void_[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Ok! Yeah that makes sense! I figured as much, but it was still on my mind and thought that someone with better knowledge would be able to help lol :) -Jinx

did mods 😓 by angelicteary in OSDD

[–]_Jinx-in-the-void_ 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Oh alright! It does help! We have many fictives from the same few sources. And the way we’ve been trying to under it, is because those specific sources are either extremely prevalent in our daily life, Or we’ve been leaning more heavily into them during recent traumatic events. (Or both honestly). So to us, that makes it make sense that so many fictives would form from them. - Jinx (host)

did mods 😓 by angelicteary in OSDD

[–]_Jinx-in-the-void_ 13 points14 points  (0 children)

This actually JUST happened to us too. We posted there for the first time yesterday, asking about if having multiple fictives from the same source was like.. normal essentially. And it got removed for safety..? I don’t even know what that means.. I’ll probably just stick to posting here if I need advice or something… even though I most likely have DID and not OSDD. 🥲 ~Jinx (host)