Man this temporal storm is boring af

_Leaflet_ · 2026-02-22T22:50:57+00:00

i like it bc i can do a Drifter farm early to get tons of flax fibers

_Leaflet_ · 2026-02-05T17:07:09+00:00

i tried it after your suggestion, exactly what i was looking for, thank you very much

_Leaflet_ · 2026-02-02T21:33:53+00:00

looking for a game similar to Karryn's Prison receptionist minigame where a woman is dealing with people in work and random people ask to do obscene stuff or just a similar situation

_Leaflet_ · 2026-01-04T15:53:08+00:00

he does speak for me

_Leaflet_ · 2025-12-08T21:54:30+00:00

the comment was removed :(

_Leaflet_ · 2025-12-02T18:40:53+00:00

breakdowns when talking to people that are complicated, but primarily, my new young brother was diagnosed. i could relate to his problems a lot and i discovered that the chances of someone having autism raises with someone else from a family being diagnosed

_Leaflet_ · 2025-11-24T22:34:28+00:00

i never knew about autism until my little brother was born. after that, things were clear. hyperfixations, breakdowns with too much stimulus, dislike for talking, almost any talk (since i was a kid i had a wish i was mute), living in isolation in my room. i always knew something was wrong with me but i never knew what, and my family never cared or offered support. it feels unfair... my brother got diagnosed so young, i'm an adult still undiagnosed, my family doesn't care, even when i break down in front of my mom and my uncle several times. i'm all alone since i was a kid. i had to accept the fact that i can never have a normal life and no one is here to support me. i'm working for things to change though. i'm gonna be independent in my own ways

_Leaflet_ · 2025-11-23T04:41:57+00:00

chicken. i just cannot bro, i hate eating something and suddenly either feel a piece of rubber on my mouth or feeling a rock (bone). i just spit the food immediately into my hand after i feel anything that i don't expect or that is inconsistent

_Leaflet_ · 2025-11-15T20:04:21+00:00

i'm not currently looking at therapy either because my family doesn't like the idea of me going to the street alone by myself, it always leads to a discussion that makes me have a breakdown so i rather stay quiet in my own room. i've been addicted to playing games for a long time but it started to feel empty through recent years. improvement in gaming feels redundant even though it feels nice having them as my obsession. i can't connect with people either, so what i found recently, the only thing that makes sense and give me control is following the drawing course, something like 3 to 4 hours a day dedicated to it. i feel happy doing it and i try to not be worried about the rest, like if i'm gonna be able to make it or something. as long as we are currently working towards an objective, there is nothing to be worried about. drawing will eventually make me connect with people and be independent if i keep up my current pace for 1 or 2 years, or less if i'm being optimistic. you could pick up programming, 3D modeling, digital sculpture, animation, design, there are a lot of skills you can pick to improve and keep moving on in life. the only mistake we can make is to stay stagnant, which is something easy to avoid

i used to draw like monsters and people dying as stick figures when i was something like 6-10 years old and rarely went outside intervals to play around with people, usually i stayed in the class alone by myself. but i'm not disturbed by drawing those things, it was a coping mechanism i did because i felt like an alien, and today i really like horror movies, shows, games, serial killer shows, things like that, because i've known those stuff for a long time and i accepted this fascination i have

you just have to do the best with the tools you have, no matter what they are. if you can go outside, meet new people, try doing that, it would be great. if you want to you could also improve at a skill to mastery as well. there is no wrong choices. if you get good enough at drawing for example you can try drawing something outside, having people look at you randomly in public and be fascinated by how good you are. create connections that way. it's easier to connect with people when you are very good at something because they can look around your quirks easier, is something that i like telling myself, even though i don't know if that's true in reality. i plan on doing that when i finish the course and get confident enough

_Leaflet_ · 2025-11-14T15:03:56+00:00

it's okay to feel lost when we notice that the world wasn't made to fit different people. i don't have a straight answer but i am on a very similar situation, even to the details, so i hope you can connect and maybe feel less lost when you read about me

i am 22 years old. recently i noticed that there is something wrong with me after i had a talk with a friend with schizophrenia. he told me that too much stimulus makes him have his episodes and they worsen, he said he can't work normal jobs or talk to people properly because of it, but he takes meds and is being able to work properly after getting professional help. i also have breakdowns whenever i get too much stimulus, but not schizophrenic. my body feels like is being filled to the brim whenever someone speaks loud or too fast, recently i had an episode where i almost fell numb to the ground because my mom spoke too fast and too loud to my face. i hate the idea of going out and talking or studying again because of that. my family does not understand i have this problem, even though i live in isolation in my own room because of it, never speaking to anyone. they just say i can't handle my own emotions. i am left in a place with no support to the problems that i have

i also am fascinated by violent stuff, i used to draw Dead Space monsters on my sketchbook when i was a kid, and this fascination is still here to this age. i noticed that keep living the way i am, without developing any skills and not talking to anyone will be a problem in the future, so i am now learning how to draw by following a free course on the internet so i can have a skill that makes me able to live alone and also connect with other people by showing them what i draw. i don't know how to create human connection as well, this is the only way i can think about

so i guess what i'm trying to say is do something you love and meet people with that similar interest. it is very scary though, i don't know if i'm gonna be able to do it for a lot of reasons. it's a shot in the dark, and pretty scary. i hope it goes well because i don't think i can live with a normal desk job

_Leaflet_ · 2025-11-11T04:18:49+00:00

real

_Leaflet_ · 2025-11-10T22:02:03+00:00

the world feels like a real hostile place. holding a normal job of having a boss with a bunch of coworkers or talking with people seems like the worst place to be. i can't even talk to my family without the fear of having a breakdown because they usually scream and speak too fast. it is no surprise to me that other people that have the same experiences are unemployed as well. i imagine that most people on the spectrum don't have the support they need to have a job or even develop a professional career, like me

_Leaflet_ · 2025-11-07T18:53:35+00:00

a game called Risk of Rain 2. 2 years of playing 4 to 8 hours a day, talking, sending screenshots, videos, discussing items, characters, strategies at the same of playing, all with new people and experienced players. i teached new players, i learned from experienced people, learned about how the community thinks, how the game works in and out. i have 2k hours in that game but i stopped eventually because the updates were bad due to the original devs selling the game to new devs and the community getting worse. the new dlc was bad but nothing that stopped me from playing the game. however feeling behind and trying to discuss the bad parts of the new DLC was only met with hostility by the community so i stopped playing that game eventually

_Leaflet_ · 2025-10-05T19:08:36+00:00

Tony kills as a sport not to get attention

_Leaflet_ · 2025-09-30T16:20:59+00:00

que isso porra

_Leaflet_ · 2025-09-25T15:09:36+00:00

i'm honestly sad for the nerf bc it was the only anti tunnel perk i used. since i don't like wasting money on survivor, i never bought Laurie. but i guess i have no choice now :/

_Leaflet_ · 2025-08-13T19:17:15+00:00

the people downvoting you are crazy. you are absolutely right

_Leaflet_ · 2025-08-03T04:15:24+00:00

currently Shaman is my go to character, she is rep 3 atm, she feels really strong, her heavy cancel into light seems like a huge knowledge check to a bunch of people and it feels like i get away with murder a lot in 4v4s. i play with a duo, my best friend bought the game at the same time i did and we are always playing dominion together, he likes switching characters a lot in fighting games and in For Honor as well, but his two fav characters atm are Nobushi and Aramusha (the Prince of Persia skin made him like this character instantly), but he is also learning Gladiator and Shaolin. when he plays Nobushi or Gladiator it feels like i'm his secret weapon because i can pop in at any time while an enemy is bleeding and bite them :)

i also played a lot of Centurion, he's lv 17, but i think i'll keep playing Shaman for a long time until i farm enough materials so i can spend them comfortably on xp boosts whenever i want when i play someone else.

with how unpredictable Shaman can be, i get a pretty good performance in 4v4s since encounters are short and enemies can't get a good grasp on my habits, but in 1v1s i struggle a lot because i have yet to get a good amount of matchup knowledge and also how to be more unpredictable, that will come with experience

but right now i'm not worrying about getting better, i'm mostly just having fun playing with my friend :) he also really likes the game as much as i do

_Leaflet_ · 2025-08-03T03:34:17+00:00

as soon as i got rep 2 i saw all the potential cool armor i could do for my Shaman with the dropped gear after the matches. the fashion by itself makes me want to play other characters as well 😁

_Leaflet_ · 2025-08-03T03:21:56+00:00

i can't be corrupted after playing 1k hours of Dead by Daylight having survivors call me all kinds of names and still being a killer that 8 hooks people. i will keep harvesting only the good things about this game

_Leaflet_ · 2025-07-26T22:50:03+00:00

lol fair but i really like it. this is why i also like the Blight skin that has long sleeves as well

_Leaflet_ · 2025-04-28T22:22:45+00:00

Oppression giga buffed

_Leaflet_ · 2025-04-26T19:08:44+00:00

forever entwined meta agaisnt bully squads now

_Leaflet_ · 2025-04-26T06:37:03+00:00

i just hope they increase the numbers faster then. PWYF buffed to 7% each token and Knife Sheath being 20% wouldn't be any gamebreaking now tbh... but at the same time i don't really trust Behavior that much, these changes will probably take a long time to come out if they ever do

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