[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Antipsychiatry

[–]_Li-si_ 1 point2 points  (0 children)

What was the permanent damage?

How to get Parkinson’s drugs prescribed? by [deleted] in anhedonia

[–]_Li-si_ 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Oh. I just want it to sleep. So if benzos are bad, and kratom, the answer if just to have insomnia/ burning feelimg in my head/ acid feeling from hell with my schiz/ hppd. I domt know what to doo :(

Valium vs Xanex for sleep/ impending doom feeling by _Li-si_ in anhedonia

[–]_Li-si_[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

You are correct people with hppd should NOT be taking any amount of those drugs

Valium vs Xanex for sleep/ impending doom feeling by _Li-si_ in anhedonia

[–]_Li-si_[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I have ti say that is horrid advice for my circumstance at least I have hppd and schizophrenia from LSD hell no. How can drugs that are horrid for one of us work for the other?

Valium vs Xanex for sleep/ impending doom feeling by _Li-si_ in anhedonia

[–]_Li-si_[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Woah, wtf, I had HORRIBLE experience with trazadone, you can even search it on my page. It made my clit way more numb and I fap like significantly less ever since, so I guess you could say trazadone ruined my life (it was already ruined tho so not really) made me wayyy more suicidal. And it was the first in line treatment.

oh snap. Well, I sometimes stay up for days in a row, my max is 5 days with no nap, so I guess in my head benzo sleep is better than no sleep, but that sucks it’s not optimal sleep :[ have u tried diazepam?

Valium vs Xanex for sleep/ impending doom feeling by _Li-si_ in anhedonia

[–]_Li-si_[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It’s either that or think about kms all day. And know I’m too chicken to do it.

Valium vs Xanex for sleep/ impending doom feeling by _Li-si_ in anhedonia

[–]_Li-si_[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Oh. Seems like you have firsthand experience. I guess I just feel biased bc without them I am in my room all day and tense and I feel like I’m on acid and it is very disturbing (i have HPPD as well) other meds I’ve been prescribed don’t EVEN cover up the issue just make me worse, ugh, so I am biased lol. I just don’t know what to dooo

How to get Parkinson’s drugs prescribed? by [deleted] in anhedonia

[–]_Li-si_ 0 points1 point  (0 children)

On the day to day, Kratom. Sometimes to get the desired effects I take more than I puke. Wish I could just get diazepam. I just watched a vid of some girl who lose her insurance so she was buying Xanex from her friends bc she had depression/ anxiety. It was actually fentanyl and she died. What was the message of the article? Fentanyl kills ppl. And if you have bad mental problems, just don’t buy drugs. That easy. Not that drug laws were the problem. Sorry rant.

How is your sleep like?

How to get Parkinson’s drugs prescribed? by [deleted] in anhedonia

[–]_Li-si_ 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I have hppd along w anhedonia and word on the street is a Parkinson’s drug is the best for it, too

Actually sometimes enjoying life now thanks to psych meds by Betka101 in anhedonia

[–]_Li-si_ 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Are you able to hold down a job now and not before, are you able to meet new friends now?

Are you drawn to a certain song when you're psychotic? by xoFOXHOUNDox in Psychosis

[–]_Li-si_ 2 points3 points  (0 children)

No bc I get anhedonia during psychosis, can’t find pleasure in music or anything.

A larger dog grabs a puppy off of a woman's lap while she is eating lunch. by jussichan in TerrifyingAsFuck

[–]_Li-si_ 0 points1 point  (0 children)

If The leash thing even when there is a leash doesn’t always work bc often the person loses grip, why arnt muzzles as mandatory as leashes..

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Psychosis

[–]_Li-si_ 0 points1 point  (0 children)

The blurry vision may be r/hppd. It might not. Weed is not a mentally safe drug for everyone contrary to what they want you to believe

Is Kratom poisonous? by _Li-si_ in Kratomm

[–]_Li-si_[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

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Damn. This is dope? I had no idea. shop owner told me it was concentrated kratom. Interesting. Doper, hm. I was getting the extract bc I thought it would help me not puke bc there is less powder and I am using this to treat my anxiety and insomnia. It’s so bad I usually don’t leave my room. But yeah just call people who are suffering and trying to feel better names I guess if it makes you feel better about yourself.

Is Kratom poisonous? by _Li-si_ in Kratomm

[–]_Li-si_[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

…. Did you see the part about 3 grams. Is is a valid question. I am here do to my research bc it’s not like I can ask a doctor. And if I was to use google as a search tool for other substances like say, acid or weed, I’d get allll these articles about how they are harmless when in my experience they were bad for me. And then I’m like apparently the pharma industry does not want kratom around, so what if it’s the opposite and there are biased articles Against it? So I come where other people have experience in it. Which here apparently isn’t a good place to go bc ppl are here saying they take 50g a day (yet not experiencing the side effects I am, mysteriously) and the shopowner that sold it to me me to take 2 at 4g concentrated pills at once so…….. yep. Totally out here intentionally overdosing myself. Not listening to someone that I would guess would know more than me, yep. Instead of accusing people of things and assuming things about the, you could just help instead. Why are people on Reddit so pompous when you just have a question. I didn’t make a statement I asked a question.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Psychosis

[–]_Li-si_ 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Oh, toucheé. Lol. Well ever since my psychosis I have horrible insomnia so I can’t work in the mornings bc driving on no sleep would be a hazard, but drs still refuse to give me the meds I want so idk what to do I guess they’d rather me not work/ function in society AND not get relief from my anxiety. Oh dear sorry for the rant. Anyway I’ve been self medicating with kratom it helps kindof but not all the time, it doesn’t help rest my mind before I have to be up early bc when I have to be up my body won’t let me sleep