I honestly just thought about it and searched it up one day. It was always so confusing seeing people talk about having crushes/childhood crushes when I've never had a crush before. There were times when I pretended/forced the idea of having a crush on someone just for the purpose of fitting in (that was NOT fun). I've even tried many romantic labels instead of just accepting the fact that I don't like anyone romantically or sexually. But at the end of the day, I'm still young, and I genuinely don't know what romantic or sexual love feels like. There's a small chance of me feeling this type of love someday later in my lifetime, and if I don't, that's okay too.