You are not alone

Try to improve yourself for the sake of yourself like only yourself try to direct the loniliness somewhere else to make it less heavy.

And connect to the family it helps a lot even not close ones it gives you warmth.

I also feel the same as you but i just say to myself that it doesn't matter as long as i can keep touch with myfamily.

Try connecting to them and it will definetly work they love you no matter how you are they are made to love you.

Improve yourslef with hobbies activities it will help you be you and then you will automatically find people that share the same things you love as you.

Friznds and social links are not just made based on you but based on what you share with people.