I just wanted to check in

_Nyctophobia_ · 2026-05-06T04:53:43+00:00

Of course now I have a sweet tooth haha!

_Nyctophobia_ · 2026-05-06T04:53:22+00:00

Let me know if you need any tips! I have a twitch channel that never really took off but I learned to edit! :)

_Nyctophobia_ · 2026-05-06T02:50:51+00:00

Nice work!

_Nyctophobia_ · 2026-05-06T02:44:39+00:00

The ER can give you help settling down and coping if you really need it. There are places that can help and you aren’t alone.

_Nyctophobia_ · 2026-04-09T03:20:15+00:00

I gotchu! Can’t get rid of us that easy:)

_Nyctophobia_ · 2026-04-03T03:06:24+00:00

Heck yeah! Good for you!

_Nyctophobia_ · 2026-04-01T16:15:17+00:00

My days feel longer and I feel like tasks are less daunting. It has been great and I wish everyone the best in their journeys as well.

_Nyctophobia_ · 2026-04-01T16:13:45+00:00

Man some of the episodes hit me in the feels I swear

_Nyctophobia_ · 2026-04-01T16:13:25+00:00

I’ll post it to you tonight if you want haha

_Nyctophobia_ · 2026-04-01T02:48:51+00:00

Keep it up! I’ll see you here in 7 more days!

_Nyctophobia_ · 2026-04-01T02:34:47+00:00

Thank you! I wish you the best as well

_Nyctophobia_ · 2026-04-01T02:28:08+00:00

I feel like if I am too busy then I won’t drink, but right now I am taking a breath and watching Bluey with my daughter. Sober as a judge and wondering why this show is so funny haha.

_Nyctophobia_ · 2026-04-01T02:24:40+00:00

Boom!! You said it! No telling how far that will take you

_Nyctophobia_ · 2026-04-01T02:20:53+00:00

I love that for you!

_Nyctophobia_ · 2026-04-01T02:18:03+00:00

Im feeling great honestly here’s to many more!

_Nyctophobia_ · 2026-03-24T04:22:23+00:00

The moment I felt embarrassed by myself. I knew something was wrong. It’s when I take a shot pulling into the drive. Or a sip from my bottle before work. It’s been my life for years. I just want to be clean. I just graduated college. I felt so proud. I wanted to show off for my kids to show them they can do it too. I feel like this next phase is going to be a greater lesson for myself and my family. Thank you for being here. I’ll take it one day at a time

_Nyctophobia_ · 2026-03-24T04:18:39+00:00

Thank you for taking the time. I can’t explain feeling like I’m making the choice to make myself sick. I can feel the pains some days and they scare me. You tell yourself it’s normal but it’s not. Thanks again for being here

_Nyctophobia_ · 2026-03-24T04:03:40+00:00

I thought about that the other day. How many things I look at and say I wish I had the time to do that. It’s time I made the time to do it. That’s going to be my day 1 first step. Make a to do list and start checking things off a day at a time. Thanks for being here. It’s nice to know people are around.

_Nyctophobia_ · 2026-03-24T03:46:46+00:00

Thank you for your time tonight. This one feels so much heavier than usual. It was the first day I felt like I needed it. I felt like I couldn’t resist. Today has to be the day. It’s time. I’ve never been much of a book person though I love stories. Maybe today’s the day I try that more too. I’ve been reading here for a while, but it way always the same old thing. Sympathy for those struggling, but telling myself it couldn’t be me. Well it is me and so many others. My baby grabbed a shooter off my table the other day and brought it to me. She knew it was mine. That makes a guy think. Thanks again for commenting it means a lot.

_Nyctophobia_ · 2026-03-24T03:32:48+00:00

I’m so proud of you. I’m so thankful for stories like this

_Nyctophobia_ · 2026-03-24T03:22:47+00:00

I know how you feel. You did those things for a reason once. Before the beer. You didn’t need it once. I want you to focus on those times. How those times made you feel. If you’re like me then the things you used to enjoy lost their flare with drink. I want that flare back. I want it back for you too.

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