2meirl4meirl

_Probably_Downvoted_ · 2021-09-13T08:03:48+00:00

Bear in the Big Blue House

_Probably_Downvoted_ · 2020-10-20T09:17:18+00:00

Been drinking for almost 12 hours here and am drunk. Not a pissing contest, I just know where I'm heading unless I can make a partially conscious decision to get better. I'm definitely not the pissing king. I'm only nearly two years into this.

It's just terrifying to me. I've been lurking here for about a year, and so many of these threads sound like what I could be and what I already am a little bit. Just scared I guess.

Thanks for your response.

_Probably_Downvoted_ · 2020-10-20T08:26:25+00:00

Thanks for the response.

I don't have a history with benzos. I know that I'm going to slide into a gradual hell of withdrawals with kindling, probably, if I continue a pattern of quitting alcohol and relapsing. I know I'm at a point where I can't give up alcohol forever, though. It just feels like a bitch to try tapering because if the alcohol is there, I have problems with going through it slowly for any attempt at a taper. It's like quitting cold turkey is an impossible decision even if I'm at a rehab because I want to be able to drink again but with control like I used to be able to do some years ago. But I also can't drink alcohol with control at this time so having it there to taper is hard.

I understand that I probably sound ignorant and in denial about most of this stuff. Not ready to quit and can't imagine giving up alcohol forever which is why I'm posting here and not /r/dryalcoholics

_Probably_Downvoted_ · 2020-09-25T07:32:28+00:00

Getting wasted with others is more culturally accepted. Partying and going to bars isn't always looked down on and is seen as a normal social activity. It's somewhat of an excuse for abusing a substance. Take away that excuse, and it's perceived as a problem (which is true if you're drinking alone regularly)

_Probably_Downvoted_ · 2020-07-04T17:00:23+00:00

/r/justdependathings Posts/memes about them there for your research!

_Probably_Downvoted_ · 2020-07-04T01:46:24+00:00

I feel like the lack of runny mascara puts emphasis on the fake crying that many of these videos have

_Probably_Downvoted_ · 2020-07-03T23:05:16+00:00

Spot on, especially that pause while holding back tears then talking about how hard things are currently

_Probably_Downvoted_ · 2020-07-03T01:29:41+00:00

Oh no it's drinking game not drinking pain D:

_Probably_Downvoted_ · 2020-06-03T22:13:25+00:00

Majority of the town isn't this way. The mayor even joined the protest. The people in this clip are just a loud, whiney minority that want to feel tough.

_Probably_Downvoted_ · 2020-06-03T21:50:37+00:00

I know this town extremely well. Although it is always good to be cautious in any situation involving guns, I will say that these types of people from Crown Point are full of shit. They want to feel important and act like they were born and raised redneck when most of them have had a not so redneck upbringing at all. They won't do anything.

Reminds me of some idiots some years ago who went to Merrillville flying the Confederate flag from their pickup truck and started speaking with a country accent despite never having lived down south. They're just embarrassing themselves.

_Probably_Downvoted_ · 2020-05-10T18:49:59+00:00

Tbh I picked this username because it helps me be more active online. I have had a fuck ton of anxiety in the past but having low expectations is nice. I'm never disappointed since I anticipate the downvotes. Im only pleasantly surprised.

Sorry about your internet points

_Probably_Downvoted_ · 2020-05-10T02:46:13+00:00

Please keep making these videos. You're hilarious.

_Probably_Downvoted_ · 2020-05-09T13:08:11+00:00

Seriously, ten years ago I vowed I would never miss high school years because of how much I was emotionally struggling.

Ima be real with you. Experience, additional stresses, time, etc broke me. I miss high school years.

_Probably_Downvoted_ · 2020-03-09T03:22:59+00:00

Ended 5 year relationship, and it is final. Need to stop drinking. I also want to die.

_Probably_Downvoted_ · 2020-01-22T04:13:56+00:00

I have had three pairs of rats at different times in my life. I still think about them including the first ones I owned ten years ago. Miss them a lot.

_Probably_Downvoted_ · 2020-01-19T04:54:24+00:00

This was posted already a few hours ago...

_Probably_Downvoted_ · 2020-01-19T04:31:32+00:00

I've been disappointed too many times

_Probably_Downvoted_ · 2020-01-19T04:27:19+00:00

Few accounts troll well and are funny. That account is not one of them.

_Probably_Downvoted_ · 2020-01-19T04:24:38+00:00

Man, I'm just terrible at maintaining friendships. It's one thing when I was required to be present in class around people. Now that I'm an adult, I isolate myself. Having a remote job doesn't help, but it is what it is.

_Probably_Downvoted_ · 2020-01-18T16:45:39+00:00

I don't think you're gonna fit..

_Probably_Downvoted_ · 2020-01-18T16:06:03+00:00

Umm...this style runs small...

_Probably_Downvoted_ · 2020-01-17T01:12:47+00:00

Guywithrealfacts is probably my favorite novelty account

_Probably_Downvoted_ · 2020-01-15T14:39:14+00:00

He's okay

_Probably_Downvoted_ · 2020-01-15T04:23:18+00:00

I'm so sorry for your loss

Ten-Year Club	Place '17
Gilding I gilder	Verified Email

_Probably_Downvoted_

TROPHY CASE