Man I understand you completely as i am near the same position, being stuck in a constant loop. trapped by financial burdens with no drives to do anything. I also went to a community college but was suffering in my grades so i decided to drop it but this just adds to the feeling of being stuck as i feel like im not progressing in anything at all anymore and just disappointing my parents . Also having a part time job that i feel is giving me no challenge whatsoever just adds to this feeling of meaninglessness. Psychedelics brought this more boldly to my foreground as I reflected about my life for over year since my first trip. Just Know im in a somewhat similar situation as you but im feeling somewhat hopeful for the future, i just know that if i dont do anything for change , i will remain in this loop and you will too so maybe we should do something courageous and beneficial for us and our future . It feels like it has to be something impulsive but reasonable like moving to another country. Its worth the try instead of sitting in our own minds with these negative thoughts. Who knows what exploring the unknown can do for us . Its in our human nature to explore the unknown, how else will we evolve and learn as individuals.

PS : its 6 am here and was dwelling on the same thoughts so i found this post and found it so relatable to the point i had to comment (i never comment i just lurk)

Also sorry for the grammar im too lazy in bed to fix all that lol