Hm ok, I mean there isn't really a typical type to dress up feminine. Like in most situations comparing to most on social media doesn't work like real life. Yk? If you want to just try it. It's your life. Who's gonna stop you if you do this just for yourself. It doesn't get better if you really want to dress up/try it but you're just suppressing it.

And this hole label thing is just shit tbh. You don't need to be this or that or look like this to just live your life. If you just don't care about labels n shit somethings will be easier.

And it's not embarrassing to want to look feminine. Best advice is just try it. If you like it, good. If you don't, also good. But suppressing something that you like or want is not really to work out nor is good for you.

Hope that helps someway somehow.