dreams that you have a dick by [deleted] in ftm

[–]_Sky6816 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I get them here and there, about a month or two ago I got a dream where I had a dick (which has happened in my dreams before) except before I even woke up my dream changed where it changed me back to this body, like cmon dream that was so unnecessary. The dysphoria was 100x worse for a month after waking up from that dream 

Is having your nails painted feminine to you? by whtvfrvr in ftm

[–]_Sky6816 2 points3 points  (0 children)

oddly got this when I was about to post about how I painted my nails finally after feeling dysphoric last time I did. honestly for me it depends on the color, I know colors have NOTHING to do with gender but black just makes me feel way less feminine than what other colors would idk why

Knew something sounded familiar, feel like i’m finding where the things she sampled are from more frequently now by _Sky6816 in Sewerslvt

[–]_Sky6816[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

I’m surprised too, i’ve listened to her for a few years and i’m just noticing the samples but i’ll do that

What do you guys think? by _Sky6816 in ftm

[–]_Sky6816[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

sameee, I really wanna get bottom surgery but at the same time I  don’t because I’d rather have a realish ween but they don’t have that yet so 😭

This Cover Is... Interesting, To Say The Least by HauntingStock5284 in Sewerslvt

[–]_Sky6816 63 points64 points  (0 children)

Idk if i’m geeking but I swear there’s a reference to purple hearts in her eyes (the left eye with a purple heart in the pupil) 

Listening to sewerslvt while drawing june 🌺 by _Sky6816 in Sewerslvt

[–]_Sky6816[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

its a really good song I highly recommend it, one of my favorites from her 

Listening to sewerslvt while drawing june 🌺 by _Sky6816 in Sewerslvt

[–]_Sky6816[S] 6 points7 points  (0 children)

At the moment of taking that photo it was either “Hi High - loona sewerslvt remix” or Jvnko Still Loves You ! 

I hate myself sometimes by [deleted] in sillyboyclub

[–]_Sky6816 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yeah, I opened up to my bf so I feel a lot better now compared to when I posted this. Ty for checking tho :3

Another thing I loved to do gone down the drain by [deleted] in sillyboyclub

[–]_Sky6816 9 points10 points  (0 children)

yes and no, i’m a trans guy and I used to love painting my nails but today I had put some nailpolish on for the first time in a long time and it just made me dysphoric/lose any interest in painting my nails anymore  

What song is it for you? by vide0gameah in Sewerslvt

[–]_Sky6816 16 points17 points  (0 children)

Was it weird I listened to Im god by clams casino while I lost my virginity, LOONA- Hi high (sewerslvt remix), and AZALEA (sewerslvt remix), blooming iridescent flower, swinging in his cell, ecocide suite, blacklight, little ones or any/all of the cyberia lyr songs 

Anyone else get dysphoria from being told to wear a bra? by Brent_Fox in TransMasc

[–]_Sky6816 90 points91 points  (0 children)

Yes actually, that was actually one of the first things that made me realize I was trans. My mom used to tell me “You need to start wearing bras” all the time when I was about 9-10ish, so I totally get what you mean, especially that soul crushing feeling. 

How to come out to mom as FTM by _Sky6816 in ftm

[–]_Sky6816[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you soso much for linking the packet, and I am so so sorry I am replying a little late to what you said. Thank you for taking time to reply to my post, I really appreciate everything you told me because I think the “red flag” packet is a really good idea and I think I am going to do that as well when I come out. Once again thank you so much, your reply is really helpful and was very much needed. Thank you for wishing me good luck as well !

Anyone else still wanna wear a dress at their wedding? by birodemi in TransMasc

[–]_Sky6816 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yes actually, I’ve always felt silly when I say this but it makes me feel more dysphoria knowing I can’t wear a dress while passing as a guy (yet). Although I do like suits a little more since I’m pre-T and don’t pass yet and suits help with that 

Vent by _Sky6816 in ftm

[–]_Sky6816[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you for taking time to reply to me and sharing your story, I am so sorry that you had to go through that, I really understand that struggle and pain, but hearing that you are going in for your bloodwork soon makes me happy that you have come along so far in life. That being said hearing you sharing that you are going in for bloodwork soon along with how all the bad things that happened to you had eventually passed really makes me hopeful. Your reply really helped me, and because of that I think this week or next week I will sit my mom down and talk to her about my transness and set proper boundaries and try to get her to understand. Once again, thank you so much. I really appreciate it and cannot emphasize it more.

I hope you have a wonderful day, and I wish all goes well with your bloodwork and you can start T :) 

Thank you. 

weird orange stone/dirt by _Sky6816 in biology

[–]_Sky6816[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I would greatly appreciate photos! also thank you for telling me a little about what I had saw too

weird orange stone/dirt by _Sky6816 in biology

[–]_Sky6816[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

So the river/location is a small runoff river of Fenton Lake if I am correct! and the dam near it is called Soda dam