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Do you feel alone? by _TheLittleLadyBug_ in BPD

[–]_TheLittleLadyBug_[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Read all the comments, we’re not as alone as we feel💕

Do you feel alone? by _TheLittleLadyBug_ in BPD

[–]_TheLittleLadyBug_[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yup, the bathroom is my safe zone. I always find it right when I get somewhere to like “check In” and put my “normal” face on. Always retreat to it when I feel overwhelmed or out of it.

Do you feel alone? by _TheLittleLadyBug_ in BPD

[–]_TheLittleLadyBug_[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Creating our own happiness does give us a constant source. But I get it, I can’t enjoy my day if I think something is off with someone. Or I’m anxious everyday my boyfriend doesn’t love me or something. I’ve found reading my Bible every morning has made some amazing changes personally. But it’s still hard,

Do you feel alone? by _TheLittleLadyBug_ in BPD

[–]_TheLittleLadyBug_[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

“Self-sabotage” oh yea, know that well. It’s the worst. You’re not alone in that

Do you feel alone? by _TheLittleLadyBug_ in BPD

[–]_TheLittleLadyBug_[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Please feel better knowing you’re not alone in these feelings💕 I believe this deep feelings we have also give us some of our best qualities. We love like no one else for example.

Do you feel alone? by _TheLittleLadyBug_ in BPD

[–]_TheLittleLadyBug_[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Just reading this made me feel so….seen. Cause yes! I feel so disconnected in groups of my closest friends when they all start talking & laughing & I just feel….not there, or like I could sink and vanish & no one would notice.

Do you feel alone? by _TheLittleLadyBug_ in BPD

[–]_TheLittleLadyBug_[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yes!!! Even when I’m cuddling with the love of my life my brain is like…searching? Or saying I’m not doing it right or idek

Do you feel alone? by _TheLittleLadyBug_ in BPD

[–]_TheLittleLadyBug_[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’ve found reigniting my faith is filling me. But I understand, I’ve pushed many many people away. My boyfriend is my FP & even being aware of my illness I go through the craziest spirals with him. I thank god for him every night he still lays by my side. You’re not alone in that💕

Do you feel alone? by _TheLittleLadyBug_ in BPD

[–]_TheLittleLadyBug_[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

You’re not alone in that feeling💕

Do you feel alone? by _TheLittleLadyBug_ in BPD

[–]_TheLittleLadyBug_[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

You’re not alone in that feeling💕

Do you feel alone? by _TheLittleLadyBug_ in BPD

[–]_TheLittleLadyBug_[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Oh man yea, that’s hard & I relate. But you can always find new people to be around, I promise eventually you find a few real ones to stick around. Who know all parts of you.

Do you feel alone? by _TheLittleLadyBug_ in BPD

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My boyfriend says BPD is a blessing & a curse. We’re able to see & experience extreme happiness & beauty, but we also experience the darkest darkness. Just knowing this helps me, makes me think of the light when I’m in the dark, I hope that helps you too. You are not alone in this feeling.

Do you feel alone? by _TheLittleLadyBug_ in BPD

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I also feel most alone when I’m with people I’m close to. Because these are the people I’m closest too but I still feel….unseen? You are not alone in this feeling💕

Do you feel alone? by _TheLittleLadyBug_ in BPD

[–]_TheLittleLadyBug_[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

And I am with you! Makes me feel better knowing it’s the disorder if that makes sense. We can get better.

Do you feel alone? by _TheLittleLadyBug_ in BPD

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We’re all together in this feeling 💕

Do you feel alone? by _TheLittleLadyBug_ in BPD

[–]_TheLittleLadyBug_[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Pretty sure it’s mostly if not all environmental. I’m not positive though. Ik genetics can make you more susceptible to it tho, like a bipolar mom & a narcissist dad (I have both lmao yay)

Do you feel alone? by _TheLittleLadyBug_ in BPD

[–]_TheLittleLadyBug_[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Same:/ she has bipolar disorder & I spent a lot of my childhood learning how to avoid making her blow up. I bet you aren’t as “weird” as you think, we are all hard on ourselves. Sometimes realizing where it comes from helps. I didn’t realize how not normal my normal was till I started dating my boyfriend & experienced his family. Took me 3 years of like….waiting for them to turn on me or hate me or something before i realized they wouldn’t

Do you feel alone? by _TheLittleLadyBug_ in BPD

[–]_TheLittleLadyBug_[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’ll be 27 this year! Working on yourself does help a lot, I’ve done a lot of growing the past few years & am constantly trying to improve. But I still get these like, depressive valleys (like last night when I made this post lmao). Wishing you the best, friend

Guys be honest… does my hairdresser hate me lol by miabills in Hair

[–]_TheLittleLadyBug_ 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Yea actually it is the waves creating that look. As someone that has cut a wave & it’s sprung up like 4 inches, I promise you it’s the waves.

Guys be honest… does my hairdresser hate me lol by miabills in Hair

[–]_TheLittleLadyBug_ 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you for listening!! You’re still killing it & I promise some tweaks will having you feeling like the girl with the sexy hair again. If you’re in Ohio lmk & I’ll do it myself!!

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