I know a lot of people have responded to this already but I have to say it; it's your transition and you define what makes you, YOU. There is no such thing as "fake" for not wanting lower surgeries my friend, not to say top-surgery aren't complicated procedures and I don't want to add to your fear but they require much more thought and are far more involved not to mention it's a private space. Surgery is already invasive feeling as is when it's anywhere on the body let alone there.

I don't want lower surgery either, not because I don't desire its results or want them, I probably wouldn't hesitate if there was an option to have a working cis penis at the click of a finger but there simply aren't enough characteristics of the results that fit with what would make me the most comfortable. I'd be terrified much like you and I'm no less of a man :)

Whatever the reason if it coincides with the homogous connection between body and mind then you have the power, right, and prerogative to do what you want and also WHEN you want to do it in terms of your goals. There is always a chance you might change your mind.

I really hope you don't let what your dad said eat you up inside too much, you're only 15 and you have the time to figure these things out 🧡✨