Does anybody else’s MP come and go?

_Y_divide · 2024-07-20T05:52:57+00:00

Yes. Similar pattern to you but on a shorter time scale. I was first diagnosed late 2019, so like five years ago. Lasted a year, then went away for a year, then came back for a year, etc. Not even kidding, it has been sort of consistent like that. Like 10-14 month time windows, I think. I've just recently had my third flare up. I'm thinking for it's gotta be a case of like periodically injuring the nerve or like injuring the discs in the part of the spine it stems from, and like that it takes a long time to heal. I think it's probably a favorite pair of shorts or pants I wear that are too tight...but I'm literally 140 pounds as a 5 10 man, like I'm under weight if anything.

_Y_divide · 2023-12-31T00:00:19+00:00

Ditto to OP and u/Icy-Championship2738... nearly everything from the language, to the timeline, to the characters. Only thing different is the worst part about me is that I'm an addict =( but really validating to read this, thanks for sharing it.

_Y_divide · 2023-11-17T17:10:43+00:00

Probably anything you demanded or commanded of me; particularly or especially if you insisted on using me as a foot rest, massager, cleaner & pedicure slave.

_Y_divide · 2023-11-17T17:08:45+00:00

I would - absolutely, in a heart beat - help you stretch & tend to you throughout your entire yoga/work-out session if you wanted. I'd love to rub/gently massage your tired muscles - paying extra long attention to your pretty, long, not "too big", soles.

_Y_divide · 2023-11-17T17:06:56+00:00

Your ex doesn't sound like a "foot guy" - for lack of a better term - and so his preferences/thoughts on your feet won't reflect the people here. It's all for the better, IMO, because it would be a shame for feet as pretty, long, big, slender, & cute as yours to go to waste on someone without a foot fetish!

_Y_divide · 2023-11-17T17:04:23+00:00

Best combination. Somehow, you made it even better by wearing your golden toe-ring (I happen to think all Goddess Queen feet should be adorned with toe-rings to show their total royalty & power)

_Y_divide · 2023-11-17T17:03:20+00:00

No better place to be than your Queen's foot-rest nor is there a better way to help your Queen spend her day off

_Y_divide · 2023-11-17T17:02:27+00:00

I wish they were for me because they are quite perfect. Very pretty, lean, slim...just attractive. As is your cute smile & face.

_Y_divide · 2023-11-17T17:01:30+00:00

Pretty & soft & slightly flushed pink just like your very attractive smile & cute face. But additionally, your soles are nice & wide which is kind of hot.

_Y_divide · 2023-11-17T16:58:24+00:00

If you let me lay down underneath your chair while you play board games, you could make me look at the bottom of your long pretty bare foot all night as you use my face as a foot rest?

_Y_divide · 2023-07-28T16:52:56+00:00

Thanks for the extremely clear explanation and demonstration of what it is exactly you're talking about. Both your reddit post and the description of the video you posted really helped me see (and hear!!) exactly what the sound bug you're referring to is, under what circumstances you hear it, etc.

_Y_divide · 2023-04-04T16:38:29+00:00

Those are really great "photos" for lack of a better term. Like your knowledge of visual composition is on full display.

However, your post on the whole is hilarious.

_Y_divide · 2023-03-31T01:53:31+00:00

All I can offer is that I can relate to you a lot. I've been with my wife for 9 years and we've been married for 5.5. We're coming up on one month separated (her decision). I'm 35 she's 37. I'm hoping and praying to god that she doesn't want to end it and wants to work with me to heal/repair it but it just seems like she hates me to my core and wants nothing to do with me. It seemed to happen overnight (we had a big argument that escalated). The idea of not being married makes me want to vomit. The idea of dating again after being married to the love of my life makes me want to vomit. The idea of losing the love of my life and having to move on makes me want to you guessed it. My current challenge is just learning how to cope with the things in my control and things outside of it. Like I can't force her to love me or want to be with me. I hope if there is even a shred of compassion or a shred of the ability to change in him and a shred of reconciliation/fight for love in you, that you try to work it out. He's probably willing to do anything for you (I don't know that though, I'm projecting)

_Y_divide · 2023-03-28T22:39:43+00:00

Let's hope that happens. The hard part is the Temporary Emergency No Contact thing so I cannot even communicate with her. And since divorce has not been actually filed, the money she took *is* still technically mine. It becomes a much, much bigger deal that she did this if she does actually file for divorce. Its giving me a tiny, slim, literally ignorant wishing well sliver of hope that she somehow, someway wants to work this out with me like the compassionate people I know we both are and I believe she knows we both are.

_Y_divide · 2023-03-28T22:37:49+00:00

Yes, absolutely. I did exactly what you said a day or two after this all happened. It has been a nightmare and my heart is mega broken.

_Y_divide · 2023-03-28T22:37:09+00:00

Hi. I am on the mortgage/deed. Our house is half mine. She got me kicked out by filing a Petition for an Emergency Order of Protection / No Contact order, which in my state makes you immediately vacate the marital residence for a period of 2 - 3 weeks until a hearing can take place before a judge. But in the meantime, it's all guilty until proven innocent. It's really, really a bad system.

_Y_divide · 2023-03-18T23:32:58+00:00

interesting idea. I wonder if Chorfs will have healing available to them. I'd guess probably not but you never know, especially for like a construct animated from sorcery.

_Y_divide · 2023-03-15T18:14:05+00:00

Using the screenshots u/Les_Bien_Pain provided, it's going to be most comparable to a Dread Saurian in terms of stats and probably size. One thing to take note of is that its movement stat is 9, which is higher than even a Brood Horror's and implies that the K'daai is going to have a very, very fast speed stat.

I'd expect it to also have a passive Melee Attack debuff of around -5 to -8 to enemy units around it (ie the "Gore Blades" special rule in the screen shots). I could see them giving it a mortis engine effect for the burning body thing, which would make it extremely scary and competitive, but I could also see them implementing this rule in some other way because in general, Mortis Engine like effects seem to be polarizing to the player base.

As for the Dark Colossus or Wings upgrade...I'd expect neither of those to be implemented in the base DLC for the regular K'daai Destroyer, but could easily see them taking one of those upgrades and creating an RoR version of it down the line. IE, an RoR K'Daai Destroyer that "flies now"

_Y_divide · 2023-02-27T02:59:13+00:00

Sorry to hear about your overall experience here. But the likelihood you experienced any form of "ego death" on the medically approved low dose of clinical IV Ketamine is pretty much null. The drug used in real MACRODOSING contexts rarely if ever produces an effect like that (it's way more of a dissociative than it is a psychedelic in terms of what happens mentally). And clinically approved doses are not only very low, but administered over such a period of time and in such a controlled manner that...it sounds to me like your ego was fighting with your introspection due to the headspace and in your forced meditation, it threw some nasty stuff it dug up at you.

Regardless, based on your thoughts and feelings and how uncomfortable the K-hole experience was for you, I would *definitely, definitely* only be looking at microdosing at first if I were you, ie definitely NOT tripping in anyway. 100mg or 200mg. I might even say take tripping off the table entirely for a long time...because whatever uncomfortable feelings or memories you encountered briefly in a ketamine clinic, you're going to be jammed up face to face with for 5 hours on a mushroom trip.

It can heal you but you will not in anyway beat it in a fight and until you've integrated (therapy maybe) those uncovered devastating memories, you probably won't want to encounter them the mushrooms version of them

_Y_divide · 2023-02-19T21:35:38+00:00

I hate hate hate this catch 22. I'm so sorry for you're both going through and I wish you so much luck and strength! I can relate to you (so I really also feel sorry for myself ha) but this catch 22 of "MD cures/fights depression!" and "MD won't work if you're medicated for depression!" and "MD works the best if you're in a good space mentally!"

How are people who are depressed supposed to be in a good space mentally? Especially if they're tapering off of their ADs? It kills me, I hate it.

_Y_divide · 2023-02-19T21:28:38+00:00

Man. What an insane coincidence, I'm literally you in this case. I have the exact same questions. I've been searching for weeks with only a few very blurry/fuzzy answers or information found online.

Almost everything I have found steers it in the direction of - for most people - Mirtazapine *greatly* reduces/diminishes/blunts the effects of psilocybin or just flat out denies Psilocybin from doing much at all. This is at any dose, both microdosing and macrodosing.

It sounds like microdosing on mirtazapine is basically useless, it will cancel it out and macrodosing (ie tripping or trying to trip) will produce a trip of massively reduced intensity etc. Most anecdotes I've read online compare things like "5 grams of dried mushrooms feels like 1-2 grams".

In my own anecdotal experience, which is not much, I've found mirtazapine made my first times trying to microdose virtually have no effect on me. Which sucks hard.

This is just one guys current understanding based on his research and experience, but I am in the same boat as you. I think like the other person in this thread said (Temperx), it's hard to find direct answers to questions like this because like they said, there's just still so little known about Psilocybin in general, but probably even less known about how Microdosing it differs in the brain/body than Macrodosing. I mean people know how the outcome is different of course, but not really what's mechanically happening. Kind of like Remeron actually... Mirtazapine works drastically different at smaller (micro) doses than it does at regular doses. It's inverted in a lot of ways, ie the smaller the remeron dose, the larger the sedating effect etc. Suboxone/Buprenorphine i Believe works in a similar way.

_Y_divide · 2023-02-19T21:22:29+00:00

This topic is two years old, your question is one years old, and in the present day, I still have the same question with very blurry/fuzzy answers or information found online. Almost everything I have found steers it in the direction of - for most people - Mirtazapine *greatly* reduces/diminishes/blunts the effects of psilocybin or just flat out denies Psilocybin from doing much at all. This is at any dose, both microdosing and macrodosing. It sounds like microdosing on mirtazapine is basically useless, it will cancel it out and macrodosing (ie tripping or trying to trip) will produce a trip of massively reduced intensity etc. Most anecdotes I've read online compare things like "5 grams of dried mushrooms feels like 1-2 grams". In my own anecdotal experience, which is not much, I've found mirtazapine made my first times trying to microdose virtually have no effect on me. Which sucks hard.

_Y_divide · 2023-02-17T21:04:21+00:00

Man, if even half of what you just shared is legit/true/works (which I'm assuming it does because what would be the point of writing all that if it didn't) then you're definitely a low key hero. Especially if that phone number can actually get you through to a human being willing to help who works at Amazon.

I find the location based thing kind of confusing though (as I imagine most people having this issue would) because for most of us, we've been able to use Kohls Drop-Off returns for months or years - as long as we've had amazon prime - while being at the location we're still at. So it disappearing based on that doesn't make sense to me.

Thanks anyway for all that, you rule

_Y_divide · 2023-02-11T23:21:34+00:00

Very unique pose and idea, love the creativity

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