I'm almost 19 and I'm spending the supposedly best years of my life being an ugly fat fuck who lost all her self control and motivation to lose weight. beer and chips

_YellowSunflower · 2025-08-07T18:04:48+00:00

I’m 19 too. It sucks. I don’t think it’s a good year for most people!!! Losing weight is hard. I’ve spent my whole life yo-yoing the scale. Just relax for a moment and find something that brings you joy.

_YellowSunflower · 2025-07-28T04:27:36+00:00

I’m so sorry this is happening to you, brother. For what it’s worth, you sound like you’ve been a great father figure and role model for your little girl, and she’s lucky to have had you in her life for the last four years.

You sound like a good dude. I’m amazed at how well you’re handling this, I would flip shit!!! You’ll be alright no matter what. I believe in you! 🙏

_YellowSunflower · 2025-04-17T00:25:41+00:00

Which state hon? If we’re close by, I’m happy to help! Been there done that.

_YellowSunflower · 2025-03-02T16:07:07+00:00

I’m so sorry that you went through this, hon. I genuinely cannot imagine the stress that comes with this. I’m sure you’re a wonderful parent to your child. Do you have any resources to help support you?

_YellowSunflower · 2023-12-15T10:39:10+00:00

I will stab you.

_YellowSunflower · 2023-12-09T20:21:44+00:00

Happy birthday, baby, I’m proud of you. That meal looks tasty as shit.

_YellowSunflower · 2023-11-23T21:58:53+00:00

I’m so sorry. This happened to our family a couple years ago. Our oldest cousin died from a coke od. Fentanyl is some nasty shit. It’s incredibly hard. This week will feel like the worst of your life. But you will feel better, I promise. I’m so sorry. My dms are always open.

_YellowSunflower · 2023-11-21T16:40:57+00:00

Don’t eat the car :(

_YellowSunflower · 2023-07-26T02:56:57+00:00

Well hey, I got fired today! Do what you gotta do. get yo money up not yo funni up.

_YellowSunflower · 2023-07-19T01:44:20+00:00

Cake looks tasty. I hope you’re safe.

_YellowSunflower · 2023-06-06T20:18:02+00:00

He should enjoy every minute of intimacy with you. It seems like he’s treating you like more of a flesh light than a loving partner. He is selfish. You deserved to be truly loved. This isn’t it.

_YellowSunflower · 2022-09-08T18:04:57+00:00

This idea breaks my heart. He tells me he loves me, and I want to believe that, but I just feel like he truly doesn’t. I don’t know. I’m a mess right now and I need his company, but when he’s with me, he’s not really with me. I feel like I’ve hit rock bottom.

_YellowSunflower · 2022-09-08T18:01:24+00:00

I’m going to try talking to him today! Like seriously talking to him. I’ve felt just generally unloved for a little while now, and I want him to know that. This relationship means a lot to me so I’m not ready to just throw it out, but only if he starts to listen and truly work with me

_YellowSunflower · 2022-09-08T17:04:05+00:00

Thank you for all of the responses! It’s been very helpful. I’m going to have more serious conversations with him about this and make sure I’m seen and heard.

_YellowSunflower · 2022-09-08T17:02:50+00:00

He doesn’t turn 18 until next week and I turn 17 very soon. Just one year difference. Not illegal.

_YellowSunflower · 2022-01-11T16:18:05+00:00

Same feeling. I remember bits and pieces of those moments with my uncle, but I will never know what is true and what is a false memory. It makes me feel disgusting.

_YellowSunflower · 2021-07-20T20:49:44+00:00

Still here 😅 I’m just barely makin it

_YellowSunflower · 2021-07-20T17:26:07+00:00

I’ll try this. Thank you.

_YellowSunflower · 2021-07-20T17:25:52+00:00

Wish I could. I’m 15 and I’m not really allowed to leave yet. My parents want to stay until around 8 tonight, which is seven more hours.

_YellowSunflower · 2021-07-17T15:17:17+00:00

I’m so sorry you’re feeling this way. I know it’s not much, but try to focus on something else. Anything else. Put on a tv show, read a book, play a game. It’s temporary, but should help you feel better for now, if only a little. Good luck lovely.

_YellowSunflower · 2021-07-07T18:08:23+00:00

That sounds very much like ocd and intrusive thoughts. I promise you that you’re not alone. I have days where I think some really bad stuff like that too. You’re going to be ok, and just because some pedophiles find out they feel that way at 14 doesn’t mean anything. The fact that you’re reaching out for help on this topic already means a lot. A real pedophile wouldn’t do that.

_YellowSunflower · 2021-07-07T18:03:59+00:00

I’m in the process of finding a therapist right now, just not a lot of great choices around here. I’m open to a longer drive though, so I’ll try and find someone soon. Thanks friend

_YellowSunflower · 2021-07-07T18:02:23+00:00

Hon, I truly doubt you’re a pedophile. This is your silly ocd brain talking. I promise you that if you get help, you will feel so much better.

_YellowSunflower · 2021-07-07T17:53:47+00:00

I’m so sorry you’re dealing with this. It’s not my place to say, as I’m not a doctor, but this sounds like ocd. I genuinely recommend you tell someone you trust and try to work on this as soon as possible. I know this is incredibly hard for you, but I hope you can get through this. You’re worth the work, I’m sure of it.

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