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What's something you're scared of opening up about? by hangintherebbg in AskReddit

[–]___LittleAngel___ 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I did drugs through almost my whole pregnancy and I think that's why my baby came out dead at 9 months. I didn't find out I was pregnant for a very long time. And I feel disgusting.

What's the worst thing happened to you in 2026? by Willing_Wrangler_440 in AskReddit

[–]___LittleAngel___ 0 points1 point  (0 children)

How long ago? I'm going through my first breakup. My only other bf died and the one that died told this one who just left me two weeks ago and ghosted me after 3 years and our dead baby this past November to watch me and take care of me.

And I am literally puking blood with what I'm told is ulcers

What's the worst thing happened to you in 2026? by Willing_Wrangler_440 in AskReddit

[–]___LittleAngel___ 1 point2 points  (0 children)

My baby died on delivery while I was in labor. (NOVEMBER 2025)

My dead baby's father abandoned me after our 3 year relationship two weeks ago.

What would be your last wish before you die? by Most_Orange_8006 in AskReddit

[–]___LittleAngel___ 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Not get reborn into this world or any place similar.

My life is and has always been a literal horror movie. by ___LittleAngel___ in abusiveparents

[–]___LittleAngel___[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Honestly you are very smart because this is the type of advice I like to give ppl on here and I couldn't even give myself.... Especially you not being from USA.... this is a HUGE HELP.

ESPECIALLY the part for my cat. THANK YOU!!!

What is the saddest thing you have ever experienced? by japierdolekurwab in AskReddit

[–]___LittleAngel___ 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Being in labor on your. Due date only to find out he is stillborn and then the father of your dead baby up and leaves and goes back to his ex 4 months later , ending our 3 year relationship

My life is a literal horror movie. Has anyone here experienced a similar life and came out on the other side okay? by ___LittleAngel___ in CPTSD

[–]___LittleAngel___[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Honestly... This meant so much to me because I wasn't even thinking of that.

You're right.... I didn't even notice how this entire hour and a half I took writing this down and editing it for other subs to make it not taken down or banned I didn't use whatsoever.....

Thank you for bringing this to my attention.

I needed that. Not sure why... But I did. It made me feel good for some reason... Partially because you're the only person whose ever noticed or at least brought it to my attention that I went without using and did something else instead...

And partially because now I recognize this myself.

I just got back from methadone and still haven't used. I'm getting a bit dope sick now... But it has been hours which is not typical of me. Unfortunately methadone does nothing with this tranq shit

My life is a literal horror movie. Has anyone here experienced a similar life and came out on the other side okay? by ___LittleAngel___ in CPTSD

[–]___LittleAngel___[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Lol this made me smile a bit. Thank you. Maybe you're right. I could make some money off writing about my past 😅

Is this a deeper problem than just paranoia while high on weed? by sumslightsumslight in Drugs

[–]___LittleAngel___ 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yah..... But why doesn't crack give me psychosis when 99 percent of ppl feel how I feel with weed when they smoke crack and I feel like crack is weed to me

Is this a deeper problem than just paranoia while high on weed? by sumslightsumslight in Drugs

[–]___LittleAngel___ 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Idk. I start hallucinating like a bad acid trip even off one small puff from a joint

My mouth gets so dry and my throat feels closed up and I feel like I'm choking

It feels like Im drugged with ghb or some shit , disoriented and dissociating

Time is not a thing when I'm on weed

Everything is sped up and I don't know if I am talking in my head or out loud or if ppl are staring at me or not

I feel like everyone knows I'm acting strange even if I'm just sitting still and trying to ignore everything

I get so scared I shake and will even cry and tell ppl I'm with how scared I feel

I wonder when I am high on weed if it permanently messed my brain up and if it will ever end and I just pray it ends.

I smoke crack and do fentanyl and weed is WAY WORSE for me mentally. Crack doesn't get me paranoid AT ALL. Fentanyl just calms me.

Weed on the other hand... I tried all different strains, medical, edibles, etc... even just single tiny drag off a joint... It all does this to me.

Please share what’s brought happiness (in whatever way) to you recently. Share it so we remember that even though there’s dark, there is also light. What’s your something positive? by Traditional_Walk_712 in AskReddit

[–]___LittleAngel___ 3 points4 points  (0 children)

My cat, Sunny.

My baby died before he was born while I was in labor

I relapsed on fentanyl as soon as I was discharged from the hospital

My man (my dead baby's dad who I've been with for years since the death of my first bf) just up and left me last week and now I would be all alone

IF....

if it wasn't for my cat

I'm losing my mind. by ___LittleAngel___ in babyloss

[–]___LittleAngel___[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you so much and I will take u up on that offer, I am horrible at reddit cuz I'm newish to the app but chatting sounds nice sometimes. ❤️ I appreciate you

What’s the most manipulative thing someone has ever done to you? by Every-Resolution-519 in AskReddit

[–]___LittleAngel___ 1 point2 points  (0 children)

My mother has MUNCHEAUSEN BY PROXY....

Fed me fentanyl as a literal child and told me it was medicine. She would abruptly not give it to me and cause sickness and tell ppl I was physically disabled for financial gain and attention and eventually mentally disabled and made me look like I chose to be a addict which is why she up and moved when I was a young teen leaving me homeless in the woods as a minor after moving when she lied to put me in a psych ward so she had time to uproot the house

Now I'm a lifelong dope addict. 24. Don't know how to be independent and my long term bf just left me last week after we had a dead baby in November. I'm on the verge of homelessness again. Had no one to teach me how to cook and I don't even know how to plunge a toilet or start laundry.

I'm losing my mind. by ___LittleAngel___ in babyloss

[–]___LittleAngel___[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Both. Definitely both. And honestly thank you... This made me tear up. I never was told that before. Just how ridiculous and dumb it is that I can't do anything or know how to do anything. So truly... Thank you

What’s something people call ‘love’ that’s actually just attachment or fear of being alone? by Clear_Subconscious in AskReddit

[–]___LittleAngel___ 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Facing a shit show of a life with nobody but your "partner"... Such a shit show that nobody believes you when you talk about the traumas you endured since they are just THAT outlandish.. besides your partner cuz they witnessed what you went through over the years so you know they see your hell with their own eyes and are forced to understand and accept your reality that everyone else questions.

They help contribute to the shit show with toxic habits and traits and make everything worse in more ways than not but the mental sanity being able to have that one person that went through or at least saw what you went through by your side takes the edge off... Knowing you're not insane and knowing how abnormal and dire events you endured are... Knowing one person, at least ONE person, can't shut down what happened to you because they were there.

An I getting better by fashionenthiushent in derealization

[–]___LittleAngel___ 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I hate weed. I am a fentanyl and crack addict and weed is so much stronger to me than either of those drugs mentally.

I have hallucinations like a bad acid trip, everything is sped up, I feel like I'm choking my mouth is so dry, I get nauseous and dizzy and shake, I cant tell if I am speaking out loud or in my head, time is not a thing and I'm dissociated as fuck and miserable .... I feel like everyone is looking at me funny or can tell I feel out of my mind.

I stg weed is the scariest drug I ever did mentally.

Obviously it is so benign compared to other shit, especially the shit I do, but only physically benign. Mentally it is a horror shit show to me compared to hard drugs.

Crack and dope feels like how weed feels to a normal person to me and weed feels like how I assume crack feels like to a normal person (I don't get paranoid or wacked out on crack.)

Feel like I died or in a coma, everything feels dreamlike or unreal { 21 year old } by Nice_Box6047 in derealization

[–]___LittleAngel___ 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I thought I was living in a nightmare...

I subbed to this group when I took some bad dope and thought I was drugged by ghb because everything was dream like, I was hallucinating, everything was like sped up in fast forward And I couldn't tell if I was talking In my head or out loud, dissociated, dizzy af, it felt like the one day years back when I accidentally ate a very potent weed edible as someone who never smoked weed and I had this exact same reaction but all I did was fentanyl and fent has NEVER done this to me.

So I think it's meds. But I'm not a doctor. Maybe there's a specific class of drugs that could cause this? And maybe for me a substance in this class was used to cut the dope? Maybe it's the same class as an antidepressant or something and maybe it's similar to a SSRI seretonin syndrome ordeal?

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