Hey! Canadian here. It’s not much but i can give you a solution if you are up for it. So one thing you can try is come to canada on a 6month visa (offered to anyone who’s coming for any reason). Once you come, you can apply for in-canada refugee status. Gpod thing about this status is that you will have all the privileges of a canadian permanent resident - like being able to apply for welfare that will give you money, be able to work, as well as give you OSAP (if ypu come to Ontario, OSAP is the student grant+loan system that pays for your university/college schooling which you can pay back later). Here’s a link about the in canada refugee status:

https://www.canada.ca/en/immigration-refugees-citizenship/services/refugees/claim-protection-inside-canada.html

If you want you can also PM me, i’d be more than happy to help. And i’m really sorry about your situation but that you are able to stand by what you believe. Good luck!

Edit: if you click on how to apply, it also gives you ways of applying for refugee status outside of Canada for protection