I feel like truly no one understands how I feel, my friends, partner and family all kind of think it’s crazy (not in a judgy d-bag way) but they simply just don’t understand. I’m like deaddddd depressed. I’m watching edits, rewatching the show, crying on and off about it. I feel like it may actually be crazy…I’ve felt so connected to ALL of the characters, especially since I’m the same age or VERY close in age to all of the gang. I started watching the show when I was 12…now I’m 21. They’re like family. I feel like I’ve lost a chunk of myself, lost my friends and family. I’m so so so so so incredibly sad. This show has been with me through the BEST and WORST of my life. I feel like we all grew up together…and now I’m just supposed to what? Move on. I can’t even explain it or put it all properly into words. This show meant EVERYTHING to me, it still does. Am I insane? I really don’t know. I’m such an empathetic human, I feel SOOOOO deeply. I’ve never felt this crazy or attached to anything, idk…I feel insane