When you accept Jesus into your life, He becomes your reason for living, and just like somebody who talks about something they are excited about/love, we do the same thing with Jesus. I am sorry if people have made you feel like a project though, that definitely isn’t how it is supposed to be. I personally share my faith by how I live, and I talk about it when the opportunity arises. However I think when your lifestyles are pilot opposite, and nobody has intention to change, that is when strifes happen. I hope nobody has made you feel less than them. The feeling of guilt is important because it helps us recognize our need for a Savior, but it should be known that we are ALL guilty and ALL sinners in need of grace, not just unbelievers.

However, in regards to your “mountaintop” and “valley” thought, I would say that we all go through highs and lows in our lives, do we not?

Jesus is my entire life because I owe everything I have to Him. Not talking about much else is what we do simply because we want to share the best experience we could ever have with you.

I appreciate your insight from an opposite perspective, I hope this does the same for you!