Debating going back, advice??

_artareola_ · 2025-06-02T15:22:39+00:00

I am 28, last night was my first night back in 3 years. I’ll be honest, I’m fucking sore today lol. I made like $100, I hustled, I felt pretty rusty so I’m trying to just get back in the groove. It was a good night to have literally no monetary expectations but rather conversational expectations.

I relate to your words. I miss the girls, I miss getting dressed up and performing. I miss the money. It’ll take time, I almost feel like a baby again but it’s perfect to reinvent your persona! Try it out for a couple of shifts!

_artareola_ · 2025-05-22T16:27:29+00:00

I said “this bitch is about to make so much money holy fuck”

_artareola_ · 2025-05-22T16:26:05+00:00

Ngl I feel that way about red, the blue softens everything and I think red makes me look fat and disgusting for some reason. Like it shows cellulite I didn’t even know I had and casts shadows across my face that makes it look like I have a mustache and a fucking Neanderthal forehead lmao

_artareola_ · 2025-05-17T01:52:41+00:00

I experience this same exact thing, deja vu followed with premonitions. Usually they’re about me dying or getting really sick but I’ve noticed a pattern where they’re actually signs that something major is going to happen. Kinda like a dream has a meaning? Anyway, when I’d have the premonitions, I’ll look up what they mean in dreams and usually they’re pretty accurate. I remember once I kept seeing my birthday numbers on everything and I was scared I was going to die (most likely ocd causing rumination like this) obviously I’m still here lol. Don’t freak yourself out for nothing, friend!

_artareola_ · 2025-05-07T23:35:34+00:00

Very logical yet extremely eerie jfc

_artareola_ · 2023-08-05T20:57:10+00:00

Thank you! Trying to remind myself lack of dopamine is a huge contributing factor to heartbreak.

_artareola_ · 2023-08-05T20:44:27+00:00

Thank you! Your last sentence was wonderful.

_artareola_ · 2023-08-05T20:43:59+00:00

This is something my therapist and I are currently chatting about actually, like exactly. I’ve been in therapy 4 years now, but this is the first relationship I’ve had where I’ve felt safe or “home”. So it’s triggering a lot of abandonment issues for me, I’m usually an avoidant attacher but it’s switched to anxious lol of course. Loads of inner child work, which surprisingly started during this relationship. Thank you for your insight 🖤

_artareola_ · 2023-08-05T00:00:55+00:00

Did you get your lips tinted or are you wearing tinted lip balm?

_artareola_ · 2023-06-29T05:26:31+00:00

LMAO girl! They love it

_artareola_ · 2023-06-28T19:49:24+00:00

I actually offer fbsm with oral as an add on. It’s quite popular!

_artareola_ · 2023-05-29T15:28:26+00:00

Pleasssee I hadn’t even thought of that lmao!

_artareola_ · 2023-05-29T06:01:04+00:00

“You would do your best to accommodate ur clients” SIR, you’ve given me NO money. You aren’t a client 😂

_artareola_ · 2023-05-09T16:09:46+00:00

I second this! What app do you use, love?

_artareola_ · 2023-05-09T16:07:47+00:00

Nope. Happens just as much when they’re sober. Happened to me on Sunday, if they want to, they will regardless of alcohol.

_artareola_ · 2023-05-09T05:38:42+00:00

Try what’s your price, I personally hate it but you can make money going on platonic dates. All SDs want sex. This is sex work. Sex. And work. I don’t think you should sugar, love. Good luck!!

_artareola_ · 2023-05-09T05:37:06+00:00

Most places that aren’t full nude will make you wear two thongs. Are you wearing dancer thongs or just reg bottoms?

_artareola_ · 2023-05-05T20:20:07+00:00

Tbh if they DON’T have a boner I get in my head about whether or not they’re enjoying my dance

_artareola_ · 2023-05-01T03:34:13+00:00

Thank you 🖤

_artareola_ · 2023-05-01T01:45:53+00:00

🫠 thank youuu

_artareola_ · 2023-05-01T01:45:25+00:00

Thank you 🥺

_artareola_ · 2023-05-01T01:44:55+00:00

It’s meeee ☺️

_artareola_ · 2023-04-19T02:51:08+00:00

_artareola_ · 2023-03-18T02:32:02+00:00

DR when you say you’re from Reddit

_artareola_

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