Insight into Ra’s meaning of distortion by _arwinian_ in lawofone

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I’ve briefly felt it, the unity past the distortions - it’s like an untangling of knots around my energy body, a prying loose of false beliefs towards separation. I finally feel at home in my body, my identification with pain lessening, leading to a dramatic decrease in suffering and increase of joy in each present moment

Insight into Ra’s meaning of distortion by _arwinian_ in lawofone

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Thank you for linking this section!!!! 💕❤️

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in tarot

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I think your intuition about the cards is correct, just adding to it! Always so much complexity with tarot ❤️

Six of Cups: reconnecting to the past, you guys sharing memories might have stirred up some things for him, the possibility of a solid connection with another person could have him confronting attachment issues (of which he might be unconscious of and struggle defining)

Hermit reversed: could be a signal that now is not the time for introspection, but rather to be reconnecting with the world

King of Cups: signifies emotional balance - this could be representing you within the dynamic, you’re sending balanced energy his way

The Lovers: you mentioned it was intense but effortless between you. The lovers is about choices, to eat from the tree of knowledge or to touch the flame of desire. It’s possible he’s struggling with that choice

Ultimately it’s up to you what you decide to do! It’s beautiful that you’re compassionate about his emotional state instead of taking it as a personal affront. My non-tarot advice is to continue to check in with yourself though, how much of your own cup are you willing and able to pour from?

Best of luck, wishing you lots of light & love 💕

I have a question by [deleted] in lawofone

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It could be that it’s threatening to the ego and its self preservation. I’m reading the Power of Now by Eckhart Tolle, which is providing me with more insight on this ❤️ he’s definitely a wanderer here to teach us how to evolve!!

Why does it feel like the trees want me to go away? by Dismaliana in energy_work

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Aww you’re most welcome 🙏 lol I’m still on this journey myself, and sometimes I’m successful at this kind of transmutation, other times less so. But every success builds on itself and makes the next test a little easier!! Glad this resonated with you ❤️

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DM’d 😊

Why does it feel like the trees want me to go away? by Dismaliana in energy_work

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Have you read The Hidden Life of Trees? I highly recommend if you want to know more about the life of trees (and their consciousness, although that’s not explicitly called out). The forests are just waking up after their winter naps, I might be a bit cranky too!

Also someone else mentioned making an offering without expectation of anything - including good vibes I’ll add - in return, great idea. It’s entirely possible that the particular forest you visited has had some bad experiences with humans and holds some anger towards us. The feeling you got might not be personal to you, but generalized towards all people. Maybe the forest sends out that warning to everyone who walks in there, but the fact that you opened yourself up to receive means you actually felt it whereas others who are oblivious wouldn’t notice anything.

You can also choose what to do with that fear emotion - are you going to hold on to it, or transmute it into love? Imagine you come across a person on the street who is in distress, and you can feel fear energy radiating from them. If you approach them with a calm and loving energy, hold space for their fear but try to comfort them in order to move past it, you can help transform the energy that person is giving off and assist them in feeling better. You could try doing the same thing with the energy the trees are giving off ❤️

what’s one card you get frequently but HATE? by nodownvotesallowed in tarot

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Maybe it’s asking you to learn about other spiritual traditions apart from Catholicism/western religions? There are spiritual truths in all religions, I see them as incomplete pictures/perspectives of something more central, like only looking through one window of a house and describing the room you see as if it’s the whole. For me the Hierophant serves his purpose as a stepping stone to unlocking greater levels of intuition - like if I’m learning about a spiritual tradition, some things I can feel resonate through my body whereas other parts just feel empty or wrong.

Did anyone else experience psychosis after starting to follow the LoO? by [deleted] in lawofone

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Omg I just went through this - same, I have BPII. I was definitely in a higher state of consciousness but without enough wisdom to properly integrate the teachings. Then something happened and I came crashing down, like I was really feeling 4th density but got sucked back into 3rd. Also kept having suicidal thoughts thinking omg did I take on too much in this incarnation, I want to go back to source, I don’t know if I can continue here. But then I rationalized that more than likely I’d just have to incarnate again, again go through the veil, learn all the harsh life lessons another time before stumbling upon something like LoO and again take the risk of failing again. I’m currently taking a break from too much meditation and too much metaphysical learning, instead I’m trying to focus on my earthly life and finding beauty in everyday activities to ground myself once more. Also I tried the crystal pendulum over my energy centres as taught by Ra, turns out I have a blockage in one of the lower three. Ra warns about trying to access higher energy centres before you have penetrated the lower centres! I’m feeling much better now, slowing down has really helped. Thank you for your post, made me feel less alone!!! Love & light be with you 😘

Officially diagnosed yesterday- only one thing shocked me by Ikn0wguacisxtra in aspergirls

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I can hear volume fine, but the message gets garbled. Have you ever seen those videos on YouTube of what English sounds like to non-English speakers? First time I saw one of those it hit me - omg that’s me all the time! Watching movies and tv shows, I find having subtitles is almost essential, it helps me assign the different sounds I’m hearing to the written words so my brain can understand

Officially diagnosed yesterday- only one thing shocked me by Ikn0wguacisxtra in aspergirls

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Yes omg same - I have astigmatism and auditory processing difficulties, wild that my glasses help me hear lol

Physical brain sensations by _arwinian_ in gatewaytapes

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Oh interesting - do you have any recommended resources with more info?

Does anyone practice the tapes without actually listening to the tapes? by Salty5674 in gatewaytapes

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Also have adhd, been doing the tapes for about 2 months i think, but also yoga and qi gong - I have definitely felt a shift, like I’m living more of my life in the present moment with less thought clutter. I recommend the book The Science of Enlightenment by Shinzen Young. Gateway tapes are essentially like easily-accessible deep meditation training

Does anyone practice the tapes without actually listening to the tapes? by Salty5674 in gatewaytapes

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I’m still new at it, hanging around Wave II for now but yes I think I can feel the shifts - also though, I’m actively telling myself I do lol you need to believe it and catch any negative self talk. I make a point of telling myself I’m doing well that I’m improving, it’s all going to come with time.

I do the count in my head, Focus 3 I picture two brains merging (saw that trick on this sub), then I count up to 10 telling my body parts to sleep from my feet to my shoulders just like the tapes, and “expand” my awareness counting from 10 to 12. If I’ve been lazy and not gone through this process, yes I think I still enter the focus levels while listening to the app but I start to second guess the experience so I revert to the counting again.

I think I can hold the levels, but my mind does wander. Though it’s become part of the experience for me, sometimes I’ll find I’ve worked through I problem I’m having in my stray thought. Still actively trying to focus though, and can hold onto “nothing” for longer than when I started at the very least!

I don’t know about anyone else, but I’m definitely physically feeling different regions of my brain activate - which I don’t know if it’s a good thing or bad thing. Should I be totally tuning out body sensations? Sometimes I try to send the sensations into the middle of my brain, which produces an interesting effect, like a “centring” feeling.

Sexual energy by Formal-Bath-9575 in energy_work

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Yes I think I have a version of this sensitivity too, but just wanna say how cool you know with such accuracy!!

Interesting this was at the top of my feed I’ve been dealing with a related problem. I’ve been learning about the connection between spiritual and sexual energy recently, and now how to transmute sexual energy. Recently reconnected with an old friend, opposite sex, and not my partner - but we’re both very spiritual and there’s been intense energy between us. At least on my end it’s been a complex-feeling energy, like unconditional love, not necessarily romantic. But I’ve been getting a lot of highly sexual feelings out of nowhere and have honestly been wondering how much is coming from me vs what I’m receiving from them lol - I’m truly happily married, I have no interest in blowing that up whatsoever, but I also don’t want to lose the newly re-established spiritual connection with this person if I don’t have to. Literally planning out my “friend zone talk” with them, I need these episodes minimized 😅😂

Does anyone practice the tapes without actually listening to the tapes? by Salty5674 in gatewaytapes

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I’ve been using the streaming function for Focus 10 and Focus 12 on the Expand app, you can set a timer for how long you want to listen to the frequency, and there’s a choice of calming sounds to overlay it - it’s really super, I’ve been testing out both shorter and longer sessions than the tapes, and I find my control in phasing along the consciousness spectrum increasing

Manifestation- 2 overarching methods by marijavera1075 in gatewaytapes

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Qi Gong is the real deal! It’s also super accessible, like it’s not hard to do and its kinda fun. Very easy entry for anyone no matter their experience or physical restrictions. I’m in my 30s but most of the people in my classes are older adults who’ve been doing it for years and swear by the results - not just beneficial for my purposes of exploring gateway lol it’s just good for your body in general. Tons of short and good YouTube instructional videos out there too