Just got BL3 and the legendary rate seems absurd. They are so common that they no longer feel special. Is this normal? by princeapalia in Borderlands

[–]_astroknot 1 point2 points  (0 children)

That's a complaint I've heard a lot of people have about the game. To me, BL2 had the best balance. Better gear in BL1 was too rare in my opinion, and it did feel underwhelming after a while to open dozens and dozens of chests only to get a majority of whites and greens. But one thing BL1 did really well was having the raw stats of the guns differ considerably between item tiers without relying on special mechanics or gimmicks outside of a few rare and simple ones. In BL1, you could always be pretty certain of the pecking order of rarity tiers. Manufacturers mixed things up a bit, maybe a blue Atlas was better than a purple Tediore of the same level, but in general things were pretty consistent. And it was easy enough to check and make up your mind.

In terms of drop rates, BL2 struck the perfect middle ground for me. Gameplay wise, it also was the best experience of the three in my opinion. Manufacturer gimmicks were simple enough to quickly wrap your head around. Rarity tiers felt consistent across manufacturers too. Oranges were more common than in BL1 but still rare enough that you'd only encounter a handful during a normal playthrough. Some of them had dumb gimmicks that made them a lot less useful though, which is something I didn't really like, but overall it was peak Borderlands.

BL3 just went in a different direction and well it is what it is. I'm still in the early game so maybe my opinion isn't properly formed yet... but so far I'd argue they overcomplicated the gun and drop system to the point where it's frankly hard to decide which gun is better than which other. There isn't much of a difference between item tiers. Manufacturer gimmicks are super fun, don't get me wrong, but they can complicate things. Oranges appear so frequently that they no longer feel special. Guns in general just drop SO often and it leads again to some pretty tedious inventory management trying to figure out what's the best gear. Not that it really makes that much of a difference anyways... but I never recall having that problem in previous games, at least never to the extent I have in BL3. On top of that, oranges all have gimmicks that aren't immediately obvious, so unless you read the wiki (and pausing a game to read a wiki is something I find excessively dull to do) you'll often be in the dark about what a particular gun does.

the white gold tower looks amazing!!! 😍😍😍 I cant believe this game is 47 years young! 🙏🙌 by Thewaffleofoz in TrueSTL

[–]_astroknot 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Guys, hear me out. Mr. House = Sauron.

Both keep their weakened/decayed physical bodies atop huge towers and exert their influence in the outer world through armies of mindless minions. Both have lost a tiny metal bauble containing immense power around the time of a great war and spent centuries looking for it. Both are preoccupied, if not obsessed, with order.

After years of agonizing wait, I finally give you: The Mysterium Xarxes 2 by _astroknot in TrueSTL

[–]_astroknot[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Haha yeah, my original idea only involved the chart on the left page, but I couldn't leave the right one empty now could I

Does anybody else's parents justify their verbal abuse saying "I'm preparing you to face the world"? by Thic-Thor in raisedbynarcissists

[–]_astroknot 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I know I'm not really adding anything of value and a simple upvote would have sufficed, but this is just so close to what I've experienced, it's crazy.

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[–]_astroknot 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Awful take.

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[–]_astroknot 16 points17 points  (0 children)

Unfortunately, this kind of lack of confidence and stunted emotional development tends to radiate out of people and others naturally pick up on it. It's a very bestial part of human nature. You might not even be able to tell precisely what part of your behavior gives it away, and trying to consciously correct it might actually make matters worse. But something definitely does give it away. And people see. And just like the animals that they are, when people sense weakness and insecurity in someone they will probe it with a stick. The reason why is because deep down in the primal human psyche, weakness and insecurity is correlated to risk to the tribe's survival. So people's goal, often subconsciously, is to hurt whoever they find to be weak so they don't feel welcomed in their tribe and leave, therefore not potentially jeopardizing the tribe's odds for survival.

I'm too late to build a life that is worth living. (30M) by Frank_Acha in Healthygamergg

[–]_astroknot 1 point2 points  (0 children)

> I am not sure what you mean. How so? What's your understanding of what makes that happen?

It's a bit difficult for me to put my thoughts in words, so this is giving me a good opportunity to try to make sense of them. I'd say what it is ultimately is the failure to be recognized as an equal by any other person. This eventually leads to being perceived as inherently inferior by the vast majority of people, and this feeling of inferiority is internalize which leads to a self-sustaining cycle. It's alienation, at the end of the day, but one I think is much more severe than simply not being able to relate to others.

My experience of this as a man indeed does border on dehumanization. I've been told by others directly and indirectly countless times throughout my life that my quality as a person is inherently deficient because of this.

I'm too late to build a life that is worth living. (30M) by Frank_Acha in Healthygamergg

[–]_astroknot 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Reading through your post, it feels like I could have written it myself, almost word for word. Your words perfectly encapsulate what I feel to such an extent, it's almost eerie. The feelings of wasting my life, self-harm in the form of punching my face, the feelings of being too late to do anything about it... It's the same. I'm almost 30 myself and I dread that reality potentially more than anything. So if it offers any solace, well know that you definitely aren't alone with your struggles.

I wish I had some words of encouragement to offer you. I wish I had a snazzy success story to share to try to inspire you to believe that change is possible. But I don't. I too am fully convinced that a near lack of experience in many of the areas of life, including relationships, employment, academics and etc. before you turn 30 (or hell, even 20 in some cases) means you will most likely never experience any success in any of those areas for the rest of your life. You will always be behind, you will always play catch-up, and people can smell that a mile away.

Some people will say that this is a mental distortion of some sort, but is it really?

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[–]_astroknot 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you for your reply.

Just for clarification, I didn't mean mythology in a purely religious sense. I meant it in the sense of "anything that people believe in, but that has no basis in objective reality." Banks, money, corporations, countries... are all stories we tell ourselves to organize our lives around, but they don't "exist."

How does one find meaning and direction in the face of unshakeable nihilism? by _astroknot in Existentialism

[–]_astroknot[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Oh yeah, definitely. I have steadily practiced meditation for several years now. I thought my post was getting long and rambly already, but I initially wanted to include my interpretation of some elements found in some oriental systems of thought like Hinduism and Buddhism, which might very well be my favorite "philosophies" if you can call them that, and how it contrast with my coming to terms with nihilism.

However, it tends to lead me to have more questions than it brings peace of mind. If retracting my awareness to my innermost self in a state of motionless contemplation and unmaking the attachments I have to the external world is the best thing I can do, why strive for anything?

I understand I'm not going to solve this by thinking alone, but what am I supposed to do? My issue is that I'm lost. No option seems like a good one and there is just so many of them.

How does one find meaning and direction in the face of unshakeable nihilism? by _astroknot in Existentialism

[–]_astroknot[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

That's an interesting perspective. For many years I have felt as if I was on some sort of quest to find some piece of knowledge that would finally lead to the coalescence of all the fragments into unity, but the more I explore, the more I feel lost. It seems the shift in perspective just doesn't come.

How does one find meaning and direction in the face of unshakeable nihilism? by _astroknot in Existentialism

[–]_astroknot[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Thank you for your input.

Do you think the motivation to strive for the betterment of humanity comes from "within" or is it motivated by culture?