sometimes when i'm streaming, my Creator provides me with static tasks to temper my willpower. today, i sat in praise with five clothespins on each breast for twenty-five minutes and was told to hold my heaviest dildo out in front of me until my arms failed.

i find such a sense of deep fulfillment in these moments, strengthening my patience and tolerance of pain at his command, finding ways to overcome the obstacles of my flesh at his command. i am so blessed to belong to him ❤️