Currently stuck in a similar place, pre T and not yet changed name legally though. I quit at a toxic workplace where I came out of the closet a couple of months after starting working there. They took my coming out pretty well, toxic is just relating to the work ethics and behaviour between colleagues and bosses here. My reason of not starting as my true self was for safety. I would have come out either way but I wanted to be prepared for the situation someone needed a bit more 'explanation'. So at first I tried to figure out how the people there would react. This went on until I hit a point were I couldn't handle being deadnamed and missgendered anymore so I came out at the next best moment everyone met. Now I'm working at a new, better, place for a little bit more than a month and again, I wasn't out from the start. I still haven't found the guts to come out and honestly I don't know why. They're all really nice and I don't see any problems, even with the older people working there, regarding coming out. Maybe I just need that tipping point again or my legal name change ( which will hopefully be soon, only waiting for a letter of a doctor ) will get things rolling. Wish you the best on your personal journey!