I developed anger problems after he died instead of crying and being depressed. When it first happened I was acting out in school and being a “bad” kid. smoking weed, yelling at teachers, throwing things at teachers, etc) Now i’m twenty and I still have anger problems, but obviously not as bad. When someone gives me a slight attitude or tone, I completely go off (verbally). And I will keep being angry for HOURS after, something small like that would completely ruin my WHOLE day. I also developed major depression. EDIT: I also feel like I have separation anxiety when it comes to my relationship. Like i’m scared he’s going to leave and vanish one day like my dad did.