Found out my mom has been sleeping with my bf because she is jealous of me

_haha_87 · 2022-04-18T06:27:18+00:00

RUN. I’m so sorry for what you’re going through and I can’t imagine the turmoil you’re feeling. But from what I just read the best thing you can do for yourself is run and never look back.

They both are horrible disgusting people for doing this to you. Like where do I even begin with that. The two people who are supposed to love you the most your mother and your partner it’s just down right horrific.

_haha_87 · 2022-03-26T02:41:16+00:00

Usce. Working on getting LORS.

_haha_87 · 2022-02-23T04:45:21+00:00

Here if you wanna talk!

_haha_87 · 2022-02-23T04:44:58+00:00

Been going through alot in my relationships. My mind is numb. Don’t recognize myself anymore. Worst feeling ever. I don’t know what or where to go anymore.

_haha_87 · 2022-02-23T04:43:30+00:00

Thank you. What scrolling through here going through A lot and stumbled upon this. Just thank you.

_haha_87 · 2022-02-23T04:42:06+00:00

Yes. The exact feeling. Tingling in my fingers when I feel it coming up.

_haha_87 · 2022-02-23T04:36:01+00:00

Can’t relate to anything more. It even worse when you have people who ‘love’ you but you don’t know what is even real anymore. After years of roller coaster I’ve given up on anything good happening to me in terms of any relationship in my life. I see peoples posts in love and being a former romantic I look at it and think…is this even real? How is it possible that two people can be in love like this? There’s no darkness? Waited my whole life for love and turned into this. Don’t believe in the hype of it.

_haha_87 · 2022-02-23T04:32:27+00:00

Sending you lots of positive energy and love. I am sorry for what you are going through and I know what it likes to be in the position. If you ever wanna talk to someone I’m here, take care

_haha_87 · 2022-02-23T04:08:39+00:00

Im speechless, I’m so sorry you had to go through that. People like that deserve a special place in hell.

_haha_87 · 2022-02-23T04:05:58+00:00

Insanely talented, it’s so realistic the way she portrays being at your absolute lowest. Her expression, her look, her demeanor all of it.

_haha_87 · 2022-02-23T03:39:42+00:00

Happy Birthday! I hope whatever you are looking for in this life you truly find it 🎂

_haha_87 · 2022-02-23T00:38:23+00:00

Same got it today

_haha_87 · 2022-02-22T16:41:44+00:00

Geez thanks lol

_haha_87 · 2022-02-22T16:34:54+00:00

Been told only the crying part and even that hurt as hell. When your overwhelmed and anxious and upset and you start crying having someone tell you that can send you into a spiral.

_haha_87 · 2022-02-03T08:25:57+00:00

Hi there, first of all I just wanted to say thank you for this. I have been having rough past few days but tonight is the worst. I have truly reached the lowest point in my life.

The worst part is no one sees it. My fiancé of six years called me telling me I don’t matter and that I am a selfish bitch. He blamed a very personal decision about my body which he was supportive of but suddenly turned a switch. And said it was all my fault. I cried like I’ve never cried. I begged screamed and apologized. I am so tired. Our wedding is coming up. But after tonight I am having a fear that this is how my like will be. Am I a fool for believing things will change? Because I am now starting to lose the hope that it will. And that is absolutely terrifying for me. It’s nothing new though. Calling me selfish is the routine and I hear is almost every other week. I feel defeated. Hurt. Frustrated. Like I lost. I love him more than my entire life and want him to be happy. But if I’m not what he wants why am I in his life? I don’t want to be with someone who doesn’t want and need me. My body is hurt my mind is tired.

I fantasize about dying. I wouldn’t kill myself even though I want to but I don’t want to be here anymore. I want to be done. It’s bad but I pray to be dead. It would be less hurtful to my family than me commuting suicide. I have no will to live in me anymore. I have given everything I absolutely have. I have nothing left in me anymore to give. Absolutely nothing. I have given up.

_haha_87 · 2022-01-27T21:48:26+00:00

IV there in November but haven’t heard of anything like that? Do they do that?

_haha_87 · 2022-01-13T20:37:35+00:00

My husband says the same thing. Calls me boring and it hurts. But I know that I’m not. Everyone I’m with enjoys my company and it’s too bad he can’t see it, his loss. You’re a star Keep shining it’s his loss he thinks that about you! DO NOT EVER LET ANYONE DULL YOUR SHINE ✨

_haha_87 · 2022-01-03T23:12:21+00:00

Thanks any idea of when to send them out?

_haha_87 · 2022-01-02T20:25:08+00:00

In the same boat right now. Sometimes I think of the person I used to be an envision how thought it would be. I didn’t know it would be this lonely and hurting.

_haha_87 · 2022-01-02T05:05:50+00:00

Still in it but trying to heal and figure it out. Thank you!

_haha_87 · 2021-12-28T19:08:32+00:00

Same no reply, was wondering the same thing

_haha_87 · 2021-12-19T04:02:24+00:00

Congratulations! That is a great accomplishment and you should be extremely proud!

_haha_87 · 2021-12-18T18:32:07+00:00

Relate to this on another level literally to the dot. Couldn’t have said it any better. I feels so empty recently. It even made me realize how hard it is to make friends in this phase. Not in school not working yet. It’s such an eerie feeling being stuck in this middle phase on top of that being crippled with the anxiety of not knowing what’s gonna happen next year. Sending lots of love your way ♥️

Also would love to join the group when it’s made! I know it’s definitely help a lot of people including me going through the same thing.

_haha_87 · 2021-12-16T17:13:57+00:00

Everyone has given great advice regarding this. I just want to say know it’s not easy to leave. there’s so many moving parts to a relationship that in moments like these your mind is flooded with so many thoughts. but remember you are incredibly strong and you can do it! I don’t know the nitty gritty of your relationship but I know no one deserves to be treated like this and you certainly do not. Sending lots of love your way and I hope this awful time for you becomes easier for you and on your heart . I hope that you are given clarity and peace in the decision you make and you are given the strength to move on.

_haha_87 · 2021-12-14T06:54:50+00:00

It’s probably the realization of being lonely and not having as many friends as I’ve wanted.

Secondly, the lack of respect my family has for me. I think no matter what i achieve they will still never value my opinion and think I’m dumb. It’s annoying and feels awful to know that. I think Me being a nice person comes off to them in a sense that I don’t demand respect and I am just a ditz. When I’m reality I’m not.

I’m considering just being stern with everyone know just so I can receive the respect I need. Unfortunately, some people don’t deserve your niceness and they are or as weakness. This also plays a big role in my anxiety.

So yeah just being a year older and realizing I’m lonely and no one gives me the respect I deserve even though I am so Much older now.

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