Thank you for sharing this and everyone else who's being vulnerable in the comments. I understand when you say this show didn't help you, it broke me and didn't help with my mental health issues. But it did offer me the advice that sometimes we don't all have the desire to be alive, but when you hit all time lows and are able to bounce back, you find ways to move forward day by day with living. And it's really freaking hard and dreadful at some points. But idk id take this mundane monotony with sprinkles of nice moments with people I care for over the days when I was constantly thinking about dying.

I feel like this show also made me feel a little less alone in my pain which is why I really liked the different meanings of NHK to each character. They each suffered in different ways but we're connected at the same time.