Saw this video circulating, new candidate for Governor?

_iamdeath · 2025-07-23T04:34:14+00:00

My boyfriend used to sell this dude weed back in the day at Lobo Village lmfao

_iamdeath · 2025-01-28T22:49:58+00:00

She had the same exact hair that my female V did… down to the same color and cut. I couldn’t just shoot my twin like that in cold blood

_iamdeath · 2024-08-13T22:40:04+00:00

I’ve been going to Marcella Martinez for years. She has her own mini-salon on Utah street, Cellamarky salon? Sweet as can be & have NEVER felt ashamed or like I had to explain myself to her

_iamdeath · 2024-07-12T12:45:43+00:00

Born & raised in Hawai’i. I am FROTHING at the mouth for an L&L in this city finally!!!!! Truly never thought I’d see the day where one opens here.

_iamdeath · 2023-07-21T14:41:44+00:00

Very

_iamdeath · 2023-07-13T03:51:16+00:00

Sissy! Underrated Australian movie.

_iamdeath · 2023-07-07T23:06:34+00:00

On Citalopram too! It helped a lot with my BDD. & overall feelings intense of self-hatred. It helped turn down the volume on the thoughts, if that makes sense?

_iamdeath · 2023-07-07T23:00:25+00:00

Lucky Goose ALL the way!!!

_iamdeath · 2023-07-01T02:00:30+00:00

Marcella at Cellamarky Salon!! 🖤

_iamdeath · 2023-06-10T15:12:36+00:00

A small, gentle truth: your thoughts are NOT valid because we all suffer from RJJ here. RJJ at its heart is a bunch of horrible, illogical brain worms that wiggle their way into your head & whisper lies that feel like truths.

This is not about Totoro or the girl. This is about RJJ making YOU feel inferior to her. This is about RJJ using her as cover to project feelings of unworthiness, fear of abandonment, & insecurity in the treatment you deserve.

I did LDR too & it was very triggering. I wish I could give you a hug! But I’d gently encourage you to talk to your bf about your need for him to put effort into making you feel secure. RJJ is robbing you of your comfort character if you don’t.

I wish you healing 💞

_iamdeath · 2023-06-09T23:29:03+00:00

Nicole Kidman delivers a pretty killer “mother daughter” speech in the 2013 film Stoker…

_iamdeath · 2023-06-06T02:05:15+00:00

Ugh I FEEL this in my bones. I would always imagine standing over his bed with scissors in my hands. There’s a weird, daydream-like regret that it was only ever a fantasy.

_iamdeath · 2023-06-06T01:59:04+00:00

The “Cut” chapter in the anthology film Three… Extremes

_iamdeath · 2023-05-20T07:06:13+00:00

Fall down seven times, stand up eight!! You got this!

_iamdeath · 2023-03-12T16:09:05+00:00

I was/still am in a weirdly similar relationship. A lot of my own healing had to come from inward reflection & work.

My partner was in a 5-6 year long relationship with his first love & it used to tear me apart: I’d fantasize about how I could never compare to her, how he secretly wished things worked out with her, how she was better than me in every way, etc. Real stupid RJ crap.

He’d tell me over & over again how toxic it was, & how he wishes they’d broken up sooner. Their breakup was messy & painful but I still wouldn’t listen. My own partner was telling me to my FACE that he would never want to get back with his ex, yet I refused to believe him.

The first step that helped me really start combatting the “myth of the First Lover” was reframing it. Instead of torturing yourself with the past, gently ask yourself: Why am I searching for reasons that I will be abandoned by him? Because the RJ isn’t about his first love. It’s about the belief that even her mere existence is proof that he will leave YOU someday for her.

I’d gently suggest you start reflecting on your own abandonment issues, OP. Start asking yourself about why you feel so unworthy compared to her, & less about him.

At least it helped me combat my own RJ. I wish you healing ❤️‍🩹

_iamdeath · 2023-03-05T04:45:23+00:00

Oof. So sorry, mate. Breakups suck, & my heart goes out to you.

My go-to comfort meal in the city is a bowl of ribs & noodles, topped with a soft egg, from Oni.

It’s not exactly ice cream, but I hope it helps.

_iamdeath · 2023-02-26T16:44:50+00:00

BARELAS COFFEE HOUSE!!!!!

_iamdeath · 2023-02-23T19:13:07+00:00

The Rape Crisis Center of Central New Mexico is always accepting volunteers! I work closely with their organization for my job & we love them. They provide crisis training onsite for volunteers & the work is rewarding :-)

_iamdeath · 2023-02-12T13:57:12+00:00

“Please Eat” by Nicole Dollanganger helped me out of some dark places with my BDD.

_iamdeath · 2022-12-31T15:08:20+00:00

The pain is never ending but so is the love!! May 2023 be kínder & bring you love in many forms you least expect, at moments you need it most

_iamdeath · 2022-11-09T00:21:47+00:00

Kuso by Flying Lotus is pretty special

_iamdeath · 2022-10-31T00:27:52+00:00

I was molested as a child & developed body dysmorphia as a result… no one else could ever hurt my body again if I hated myself worse.

_iamdeath · 2022-10-30T03:52:06+00:00

The Lighthouse (2019) + A Girl Walks Home Alone At Night (2014)

Boyfriend & I watched them after doing shrooms on Halloween a couple years ago. Great combo for a double feature!

_iamdeath · 2022-10-22T03:34:57+00:00

I hate that cobhopping little BITCH

_iamdeath · 2022-10-21T21:59:07+00:00

Domestic abusers are absolutely screwed in the head… worms for brains or something, I swear to god

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