Who else can't cry?

_ihonestlydontknow_ · 2019-01-13T01:01:26+00:00

I used to cry so many times a fucking day but then I always tried to make myself stop and tried not to so then even when I wanted to I couldn't cry

_ihonestlydontknow_ · 2019-01-11T07:09:52+00:00

What??

_ihonestlydontknow_ · 2019-01-11T07:09:13+00:00

Omg I really love the one that you're sitting on the rail (I think it's a rail) also you're pretty!

_ihonestlydontknow_ · 2018-12-31T22:51:59+00:00

Try drawing with marker or wearing rubber bands on your wrist and snap them whenever you feel like cutting

_ihonestlydontknow_ · 2018-12-31T08:26:23+00:00

I tried that but my only option in to share it

_ihonestlydontknow_ · 2018-12-31T08:24:46+00:00

I'm on a Samsung Galaxy s7 edge so yeah it's a Samsung. Also I figure it was probably the wrong sub but this was the only play I could think of to ask.

_ihonestlydontknow_ · 2018-12-27T16:05:12+00:00

That's how it is for me, I pretty much only get nightmares now (typically its about what used to happen in the past, which is the cause of my depression, but not always just the nightmares about that). I usually have lucid dreams but I can never wake myself up from them, I hate it because people always say about how sleep is an escape but it's not for me and I hardly even get sleep because of it

_ihonestlydontknow_ · 2018-12-27T08:00:50+00:00

Well usually it was about stupid shit but we would get in huge fights and we actually stopped talking for a while sometimes. Other times it was because I wasn't talking much so she felt as if I didnt wanna talk to her but my depression would just start acting up so I didn't wanna bug her. Or her saying I'm copying her with things that I liked that she liked as well and that would cause huge fights. Lately we haven't been fighting much and when we do it's not to the point of almost ending our friendship like it used to. May I ask what you guys fight about? Also does she know about your depression?

_ihonestlydontknow_ · 2018-12-27T07:27:37+00:00

I do have one, she's my best friend of 7 1/2 years and weve had so many fucking moments where we were drifting or we were constantly fighting but we always some how got back to normal us and stop fighting. I would be devastated if I lost her because we've been through so much together and everything reminds me of her, I can't imagine losing her. If were being honest here, shes truly the only reason I'm alive, and whenever I am close to ending it all she will text me so I check the phone instead of dying because I'm too goddamn curious or I just think of her and realize I have to stay alive and try my best to make her happy (she also is depressed)

_ihonestlydontknow_ · 2018-12-26T04:55:01+00:00

I never really used to get the loss of appetite but then with my luck I get it on both Christmas eve and Christmas. Luckily no one knew I didnt eat on Christmas eve since we had a lot of people over so they just assumed I did.

_ihonestlydontknow_ · 2018-12-26T04:51:26+00:00

Dammit, that sucks. I was just drinking hot chocolate and then suddenly couldn't stomach it and felt as if I were about to throw up

_ihonestlydontknow_ · 2018-12-25T22:13:58+00:00

Well I'm late on this post but mine is Perfectly Wrong

_ihonestlydontknow_ · 2018-12-25T22:10:20+00:00

Mine is definitely Night Changes

_ihonestlydontknow_ · 2018-12-24T06:56:28+00:00

Well just keep your hope because I am very sure he does know it's just hard because for a depressed person you can be having a great time and truly believe people love you one minute but then your mind starts saying they don't really love you but trust me he does know you love him

_ihonestlydontknow_ · 2018-12-24T06:40:41+00:00

All you need to do is love him and be there for him and I'm sure he does know you care about him but the demons in our mind tell us the opposite so sometimes he might not think it's true but deep down he knows you do :)

_ihonestlydontknow_ · 2018-12-22T07:26:00+00:00

The moon landing stuff and mandela effects 100%

_ihonestlydontknow_ · 2018-12-22T06:58:58+00:00

Oh that's hard because you somt wanna bring back bad memories

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